(Jasey's P.O.V.)
Light beams sneak though the blinds, I slowly open my eyes, when I hear light snoring and my hip felt like there was something on it. I look down to see I had my head on Luke's chest and his arm was around my waist, holding me in place. Then all the memories from last night flush through my mind like a tsunami. Everything from Anchorman to the Nerf gun fight, I smile look up at him and at the memories. I try to get out of his death grip but that failed, so I lay my head on his chest and snuggled closer to his side, I just lay there in Luke's arms, thinking how I got here yesterday and my life is already 100% better. the bed shifts and the arms around my waist loosen. I lift my head up to see if Luke is awake, and I'm met with bright blue eyes staring right back at me.
"Morning" I say shyly, looking away
"Morning!" He grinned, way more confident than me, tilting my chin to have my gaze met his
"Um, I'm gonna go to my room, I bet I look like crap."
"Hey, you look beautiful!" He said grabbing my wrists, brushing over cuts that haven't healed yet. Luke looks up at me confused, then he looks down at my wrists. He realized with wide eyes, letting go of my wrists, I take that opportunity to go back into my room.
I scramble around my room, grabbing things to take a shower. I quickly sneak into the bathroom without bumping into anyone, I turn with water on letting the hot water soothe my musules. After standing in there thinking about life, washing my hair and cleaning my body, I wrap a fluffy towel around my body and waddle out to my room. Changing into some black leggings, a sweatshirt I stole from Ashton and a grey beanie holding my jungle hair back. After I changed there was a knock on the door, praying it wasn't gonna be Luke, I answered it to find Ashton.
"Hey Calum, Michael and I are going out today so your here with Luke. Okay?" I nod in response, before closing the door and picking up my guitar and the tune to 'Let Her Go' by Passenger. I was interrupted by another knock.
"It's open" I said loud enough to hear on the other side of the door, expecting it to be Ashton, I turn to see Luke
"Hey, I'm sorry about, um, you know. I was wondering if you'd want to do something today?"He stuttered, nervously
"I'd love to! And it's okay, I've been like this a long time" I smile weakly
"Okay! Dress warm, and remember if you ever feel worse, I'm always here." He said, his crystal blue eyes staring right into to my Blue-Green eyes, I didn't even notice how close we had gotten until Luke wrapped his arms around me, and rested his chin on my head. Letting go all too soon, he stepped back and walked out of the room, after giving me the most genuine smile, I've ever seen.
It was so weird have it be cold in July, so I grabbed warm socks and some my black Converse high tops and walked down the stairs. Luke was on one of the couches in the living room, playing on his phone, he looked up from his phone and a big grin grew on his face.
"Ready?" I say looking down at my Converse, Luke nodded excitedly. He was wearing black jeans, a red flannel but put a black hoodie over it and black vans.
We walk out the front door, out to a black Range Rover. We get in the car, and start driving with I Miss You by Blink-182 playing.
"So...Do you wanna play 20 Questions?" Luke asks awkwardly, I nodded in reply
"Can I start?" I ask eagerly
"Go right ahead"
"Favorite animal?"
"Penguin. Top 3 favorite singers/bands?"
"Ed Sheeran, One Direction and The 1975. Favorite color?"
"Ah, the curls gotcha!" Luke laughed
"You didn't answer my question!" I pouted
"Okay, okay. Blue. Who's hotter me or Harry Styles?" He asked raising a brow, while I blush
"Uhh...no comment?" I say, looking out the window
"We're here!" Luke cheerfully states, I look out a Ice Skating rink
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After around 2 hours of trying to ice skate, we decided to go back home, change and watch a movie, we're deciding over what movie to watch.
"Lion King?"Luke askes
"Nah"
"The Heat?"
"Nah"
"White Chicks?"
"Yessss!" I excitedly yell, rolling into the comforter (like a burrito) I put on the couch, while Luke puts the movie in. He walks over and lays straight on top of me, then flipping us so I'm laying on top of Luke.
"What yah doin?" I ask while I'm stuck in place by Luke's death grip
"Just hanging" he shrugged, I soon gave up and rested me head on his shoulder.
When the credits of the movie start to go, the door opened and Ashton walked in, smirked and asked
"What's goin on here?"
"Just cuddling my burrito." Luke said with a completely straight face,until Ashton walked out, and he burst out laughing.
"Now you've had a long day lets get you up stairs" Luke said while throwing me over his shoulder and walikng upstairs. When we got to my room, Luke set me on my bed and said
"Will you promise me something?"
"Yah?"
"Promise me that if you feel sad again, you'll come to me, instead of hurting yourself"
No, he can't care, no one ever cares, I'm pathetic and weak just like my 'Mom' said. Nobody can love a girl who's broken. He'll leave just like everyone else. No one would care if you vanished.
I didn't notice I was crying until Luke brushed my tears away, I hated those thoughts. I moved here to be happy.
"I won't promise something I can't keep, But I'll try." I smiled weakly
A/N hey sorry it's late, school has been a pain in the ass. Also damn writters block, sorry if it sucks. but I tried
hugs,
Katie
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Another Social Casualty (was mrs. All American)
FanfictionA story of hope and recovery from a painful past, but sometimes people see your past before you...but some don't.
