Not anymore!

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    My heart started beating very fast.I was furious and scared at the same time.

Me-For how long have you had the...the mark...?

Dean-That is not important now.

Me-YES IT FREAKING IS.ARE YOU CRAZY?DO YO KNOW YOU COULD BECOME A DEMON?

Dean-Yes...yes we do...Hey,I can control it,okay?Everything is under control.

Sam-Yeah...sure...

Dean-I am trying!And it seems like it's working.

Sam-It seems...

Me-Why did you even get the damn thing in the first place?Don't tell me it was an accident because I am not stupid.I know how this works.

Sam-We needed it to beat Abaddon and Dean getting the mark was our only option at that time...

Me-Wait...YOU LET ABADDON ESCAPE TOO...Why is everything going down when I am not around...How long have I been dead anyway?

Dean-Two years...

Me-You left me dead for two years...And why now...?Why did you bring me back  now...?

Dean-I need your help...

Me-I knew you wanted something...

Sam-Let's just get inside and we'll fill you up with what happened in these two years.

Me-You better!

    We entered the bunker.The boys sat me down and explained to me everything that happened while I was gone.I am still confused as in WHY they brought me back...Like Dean said,I've been dead for two years...I for sure could've be left dead for another 2...But they need me for something that is pretty sketchy...

Me-Ok...Let me get this straight Abaddon traveled back here through a closet,then became the Queen of Hell...Wow,what a bitch!

Sam-Yeah,well,she's dead now.Dean killed it.

Me-How did you do that?She is...was a Knight of Hell...

Dean-Well,I was immune to her powers due to the mark...

Me-Talking about the mark...Are you okay?Like,do you get angry more often or just irritated...

Sam-Yes,yes he does!

Dean-No,I don't!

Sam-Dean...The mark is the reason you brought (Y/N) back anyway...

Dean-Not the only reason...

Me-So you CAN'T control it anymore.Well,then it's pretty bad....

Sam-Tell me about it!He won't admit it!

    I looked at Dean with a ''Really'' face.Was he really trying to hide this from his BROTHER?He knows him the best...I suppose he is afraid of it...I mean,who wouldn't...That...thing is too powerful...

Me-What do you need me to help you with?Pin you into a chair?Couldn't Sam do that too...?

Dean-You're the only person who can...

Me-Who can what?

Dean-Who can control me...

Me-Dean,cut the bullshit.Sam.He's YOUR BROTHER!He can control you the best than anybody else!And you know it!

Dean-Sam wouldn't be there every time...

Me-So what...Do you think I can?Dean!TWO YEARS AGO I KILLED MYSELF!

Dean-I know...And it was all my fault...I still regret it.I would never stop regretting it...

Me-Well...you should!Because I am not the same person anymore!I am no longer the girl who fell in love with you.Who would've done anything for you.I AM DONE!You hurt me like no one else did!So don't bring me back and expect I would do everything you say,because I AM NOT LIKE THAT ANYMORE!

    I stand up and went to the stairs that lead to the bunker's door.I want to go far away from the Winchesters.To just forget about them how they forgot about me these two years...When I was about to go on the first stair Dean stopped me.

Dean-Why are you like this...?You were the most lovely person I ever knew...

Me-Oh,and that's why you did what you did,right?Because I was so lovely I didn't deserve to be loved!

Dean-I didn't say...

Me-SHUT UP!

    I screamed but something went horribly wrong.I threw the boys across the room...How did I even do that...I looked at my hands in terror and rushed out of the bunker.WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED THERE?What is wrong with me...

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