Chapter Twelve

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Yoongi's POV

  I woke up sweating. My face was red and I clung onto my blanket before throwing it off of me. I fell asleep when I got home. I looked at the clock and saw that it was 2 in the morning. I sighed and wiped my face off with my sleeve that was too long on me. I looked down at it.

  This isn't mine..?

  I bit my lip once I realized that I was still wearing Jungkook's jacket. It was too big on me, but it was very comfortable.

  I rolled my eyes, remembering how he had laid a hand on my ass, thinking it was okay. He only caught me off guard. If I had realized what was going on, I would've pushed him away.

  Right. That's a lie.

  I walk downstairs and hear voices, causing me to stop in my track. I heard my dad's voice. A couple of seconds pass and I heard something loud bang onto the ground. I peeked around the corner and saw my dad stumble around.

  He's drunk. Fuck.

  I tried to walk away, but I heard my dad whisper my name. I turn around slowly to see him looking at me. "Get your ass over here and help me," he ordered me sternly.

  I walked over to him and he leaned over.

  "Useless," he spat in my face. "Leaving your father when he's clearly in need." He grimaced and held onto my shoulder to keep himself steady. His weight brought me down, so I led him over to our couch to sit down.

  "I'm sorry." I said to him.

  He looked at me and furrowed his eyebrows. "Yeah, you are sorry." He growled into my ear.

  I shivered and frowned.

  After everything I try to do for him. I try to be like him in many ways, I even try to be..

  I..

  I'm something other than myself.
I am my dad.
  No- I'm trying to be my dad.

Why?

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  Jungkook's POV

  I could see my breath as I got out of my car. It was turning colder and colder as days went by. I had given my jacket to Yoongi, he never gave it back. I thought that I'd be good without it, but it seriously is cold. I guess I'll buy another.

  As I walk into the school, I exhaled the cold air and breathed in the fresh heated air of the hallway. I smiled as I started warming up.

  I skipped going to the cafeteria and went to the classroom instead. I saw Yoongi sitting in his normal seat, behind mine. I smiled once I saw him, but he frowned up at me. 

  He was still wearing my jacket.

  "Do you want your jacket back?" He asked me as he started tugging at it. "It's cold,"

  "I don't need it," I said to him, making him stop taking it off of his little body. "It's actually quite nice outside to me." I lied with a smile.

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