I'm Not Gay |Yoonkook|✔️

Chapter Nineteen

Yoongi's POV

Jungkook and I were sitting in his room; I was at the edge of his bed as he sat at his piano bench that he bought a while back. The silence was awkward as I tried to think of a way to start my life story for him.

I didn't know whether or not to tell him about my past friendship with Jimin and about how I actually did have a crush on him.

I sighed to myself and decided I shouldn't lie and live up to what he thought I already did.

He looked up in anticipation and I finally took in a deep breath. "My dad only comes around when he wants to come around. He was never the best, but I still looked up to him as my father. A few years ago, I actually wasn't the bad boy in school. I used to have a best friend.." I sighed to myself and looked down. "Park Jimin. Best friend.. and.. first crush."

Jungkook's eyes widened and I smiled to myself. "I know, I know. Let me finish." I chuckled as he scooted closer. "Jimin was my first crush and my first best friend, I didn't know how to feel or deal with my emotions, so I told him. That was a big mistake." I laughed.

"Jimin told almost the whole school. My mom literally made me move schools because she didn't want my dad to find out.." my lips formed a thin line. "He eventually heard about it.. but he decided to ignore it- thank god, and he told me to man up.. so.. I became just like him." I laughed darkly to myself. "I became the person that I dreaded seeing, so when Jimin moved to my school. I tortured him for what he did." I rolled my eyes as Jungkook looked at me with furrowed eyebrows. "I apologized to him the other day, Kook." I laughed.

"Isn't that just dumb?" I scoffed to myself.

Jungkook sat next to me on the bed as tears formed in my eyes. I looked up at him and he wrapped his arms around me tightly. "It's not dumb, Yoongi.. you wanted to make your father proud, I get it." He smiled.

I smiled back in relief and laughed. "I ran away because I didn't want to live like that anymore, Kookie. I told them I way gay and I fucking ran for it." I laughed to myself.

Jungkook laughed lightly with me and squeezed me tighter. "Can you.. play my song for me?" I asked him quietly after a while.

Without hesitation, Jungkook stood up and dragged me to the piano with him.

As soon as he started playing the piano, I closed me eyes and rested my head on his shoulder. His arms moved different directions and he tilted his head and kissed me on mine.

When he was finished, I looked up at him. "You forgot the very last note." I said to him. He looked at me in confusion and looked at the piano. "What note?" He questioned.

I smiled and pulled his head towards me. "This one," I said as I lifted myself up and placed my lips on his, creating butterflies in my own stomach as surprise filled his eyes.

He smiled as I placed my hands on his cheeks and brought him closer into the kiss. He snaked his hands around my legs and lifted me onto him with no problems.

I smiled to myself as he placed me on his thighs. He asked for entrance in my mouth, in which I gladly allowed. His tongue slipped past my lips and put us together like a puzzle.

Just as the kiss was getting heated, he pulled back and started kissing down my jaw, closer to my neck. I bit my lip and held in a moan as he started kissing a sensitive spot.

His hand went barely under the hem of my shirt and he massaged my back as he kept kissing at my neck, leaving marks.

Fuck, he's good.

Just as he was about to pull up my shirt, a knock on the door stopped us. "Jungkookie, Yoongi? Are you awake? I made cookies!"

Jungkook and I both stopped and looked at each other and laughed. I got off of his lap and opened the door as I fixed my hair. "Cookies.." I dragged out as I took the plate and stuffed my mouth with one. His mom laughed at me with an angelic voice and he rolled his eyes.

"I think you like the cookies more than you like me," he joked as he took one too.

"Impossible." I smiled at him jokingly, my face turning more red than it already was.

He smiled at his mom and thanked her as she walked away. He dragged me to the bed and pulled the blanket over us, pulling me into his arms. I nibbled on another cookie as he started playing with my hair.

"Yoongi.." He said suddenly.

I swallowed the cookie and looked up into his Bambi eyes. "Yeah?" I questioned him.

He looked into my eyes with his sparkly ones and he smiled brightly. "You're cute." He said.

I felt my face heat up as I choked on my cookie. "Shut up," I mumbled with a smile.

"Yoongi~" He sang into my ear.

"What??" I whined back at him and buried my face into his chest. He kissed the top of my head and lifted my face to place a small kiss on my lips. "I love you.." He said lowly.

My eyes kind of widened and I felt my body freeze. Nobody had ever told me that they loved me and actually meant it without it being straight up platonic. There had been plenty of girls who said they loved me, but they never knew the real me.. Jungkook does.

"Y-You do? Really?" I asked him.

He rolled his eyes and kissed my forehead. "Really. I really do." He smiled at me.

My heart fluttered and I could feel my eyes tear up a little bit. "Jungkookie," I said quietly.

"Yes?" He stopped kissing my head.

I smiled my gummy smile at him and wrapped my arms around his waist as I placed a kiss on his lips. "I love you too."

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Exactly 1,000 words in the (possibly) last chapter. Idk if I should end it here or not sooo sksjsksk help

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