Kidnapped by 5sos

Lectures and kidnappings

I woke up on a bright Friday morning how I got through this week don't ask me but let's just say there was lots of cutting involved I know I shouldn't do it but it's how I relieve my stress anyways I put on my pierce the veil t-shirt and a pair of dark skinny jeans my beanie and an all time low sweatshirt I headed down stairs hoping know one was awake which thankfully there wasn't anyone up I grabbed some money and headed to the cafe down the road where I got my almond muffin with my tea I wasn't really a coffee person I quickly finished up my small breakfast and headed for my school
I headed to my language arts room and endured the same comments thrown my way then headed to math and sat through some cheerleader trying to get my attention by putting gum on my binder which took me forever to get off then headed to reading where I got to sit in my own little bubble of piece while everyone around me were throwing things around me then headed to my locker where some idiot tried to push it closed with my foot sticking in it I got out what I needed for social studies placed it in the room and headed out to lunch
When I got to lunch I just picked up an apple and headed to the bathroom I ate my apple and sat back down against the wall of the bathroom I reached in my backpack and found my homework when I was finished with that I realized I still had about 20 minutes until social studies so I reached in my hidden pocket in my backpack and pulled out my blade I counted down I usually only do it about 3 times for each arm so I counted down
"1 for being ugly "I said trying to hold in my little shrieks
"2 for being dumb"
"3 for being lonely"
I headed to my other arm and started cutting
"4 for being born"
"5 for being friendless"
"And 6 for being unloved as I slid the blade over my arm the last cut I made was the deepest and hurt the most knowing what to do I quickly rinsed the cuts and put my hoodie on hoping the bleeding would stop after I left the bathroom I realized I had missed social studies so I just headed down to gym where we had to change in front of all the other girls just to get the passing grade so I quickly hopped in and changed quick I slid on my blue shorts and my black long sleeve and the short sleeve nirvana shirt over top by the time I was done the other girls just started coming in after gym I changed back into my regular clothes and headed off to computer science where we were having our first test of the year while I was just finishing up there were four knocks on the door the teacher went over and stepped out to talk to whoever was there when she came in she said something that surprised me
"Claire your being dismissed early pack up and get going"