1/2/19
Is it a lie if
I just don't tell you?
Am I lying when
I don't want
To worry you
With my anger
When I don't want it
To exist?
Because I love
You
But I don't love
Me
And the way that
I take my anger
Out on the world
Is not ideal
I don't want
To be angry with you
I have no reason
To want you
To shut the hell up
But my mind
Is toxic
And I hate her