The Change//Zach Herron

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Zach's P.O.V

It's now Monday morning at 5:30am and I have to get up and get ready for school. I got some clothes, showered, got dressed, did my hair, and now it's 7am and I have to wake Reese up and get her ready. After that I went downstairs and made Reese and I some cereal and made Reese's lunch. After we were done with breakfast it's was 7:30 so we got in the car and I dropped Reese off first at school and then drove myself to school. When I got to school I sat in the car for a second and mentally prepared myself for the day that is ahead of me. I got out of the car walked into the school and saw some of my friends and walked over to them and talked with them for a little bit and then the bell rang so I had to go to the office to get my schedule and someone showed me around the school but I already knew they way around because I used to go here. After that I walked into my first period class which was Spanish. Ugh I hate Spanish. Anyway I gave the teacher my late pass and walked to the back of the class with my head down so no one really saw me. We weren't really doing anything in the class so I just sat there on my phone. The bell rang and I went to English. That was so boring. After English I went to Math. Math was never my favorite class but surprisingly it went by very fast. After Math I went to Science. I hate the science teacher she is so mean. That class sucked but after that class I got to go to lunch. And at lunch I sat with my friends and got to catch up with them. The afternoon went by really fast. I had a study hall, then choirs, social studies, and then my last class was gym. After school there was soccer tryouts and I went to them. After we warm ups we did a little scrimmage. I played midfield. We won 9-4. After soccer I went to go pick up Reese.
Z:How was your day today?
R:It was okay
Z:Well that's good. What happened? What did you learn?
R:Nothing really.
Z:Do you want to go get some ice cream?
R:Yah!
Z:Okay let's goooo!!
When we got there Reese got Chocolate and I thought of how Daniel hates Chocolate. I miss the boys sooo much. I didn't get any because I was sad. But Reese was very happy. After she was done we went home and Reese did her homework. I went upstairs. When I got upstairs I started crying. I missed the boys and how much fun we used to have and I miss my parents and my brother. But I just keep think that the reason that they died was because of me. If I hadn't asked them to come to California then they would still be alive and happy. With that thought repeating in my head I saw the boys Instagram and saw how happy they were without me.
Z: See they didn't need me. Look how much fun they are having. It's all your fault that they are dead.
With those thoughts going around in my head I got up went to my bathroom, found my razor, and I cut my self
One for being stupid
Two for not being with them more
Three for holding everyone back
Four for not being a good brother 
And I keep listing the reasons until I had at least twenty cuts on my arm. I got up and put bandages around them all and then throw on a hoodie so Reese wouldn't see them. After I went downstairs to see that Reese was done with her homework and was watching T.V.
I sat down next to her and asked her
Z:What do you want for dinner?
R:Umm some chicken fingers
Z:Okay coming right up
After dinner we both got ready for bed and then went to bed. 

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