Comeback

Chapter 8: Evies POV

⚠️MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

~September 20, 2019 3:00a.m~
"Please stop!" I plead trying to avoid the beating I got from accidentally vomiting all over myself
"You nasty little shit your so pathetic I shouldn't of saved your stupid ass the last time you went into diabetic shock!!!" The figure screams at me their spit hitting my face
"Please sir I promise I won't do it again I promise " I cry, my throat feeling like it's bleeding from all the screaming and crying
"Shut up!" They say kicking me "I'm over this" they pick me up by my hair and drag me out of the small dim room.
Walking out the home they walk a little ways and throw my limp body on the side of the road
Crying I pass out
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sweat covered my body, my breathing was fast and shallow, I can feel my chest tightening, My mind is racing three thousand miles per hour, I can't catch my breath, nausea hit me like a wave.

Stumbling out of bed I quickly ran over to the restroom.

Collapsing on the toilet I vomit.

Getting up and wiping my mouth with the back of my sleeve I look in the mirror and notice that the dark circles under my eyes have gotten worse.

I've only been getting three hours of sleep these nightmares have kept me from getting proper sleep.

I have also been working overtime at the cafe to get my mind off of those horrifying nightmares I have a night. Not to mention I've also been getting a crap ton of school work to also keep me busy all through the night.

I know it's not healthy to just keep it in and suffer but I hate it talking about my problems let alone admiring how much these nightmares have ruined me.

I'm going to tell her today. I need help and this may help me lift the weight off my shoulders.

~10:00 a.m~

After talking myself into thinking that this is a right thing to do, I leave a text for Lilian telling her to meet me on top of the roof.

Climbing up the ladder that leads up to the roof I plop down near the edge letting my legs dangle off.

Staring up at the sky I sigh looking at all the beautiful colors.

Splotches of white and blue painted the sky.

It was beautiful.

Times like this I really treasure the most because it's one of the only times my mind goes blank and I feel free from the bonds of my mind.

Sighing I continue to kick my legs waiting for Lilian to come up.

Behind me I can hear the slight creek of the ladder.

"Hey so what did you want to talk about?" I hear Lilian say as she plops down next to me.

She looks up at the sky admiring it.

"Well lately I've been having these nightmares and I was wondering if maybe you could help me"

"Alright" she says "what's happening?"

"Well I'm a child again and I'm trapped in a dark room and sometimes I'll get beat until I'm unconscious and there's another child in the room" I say