Samuel and Lucas, two boys from two different backgrounds.
One night they cross paths at a college party, and Samuel is instantly attracted to Lucas.
What happens when Lucas finally gives in and gives Samuel a chance?
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These last few days have been a low for me.
I wake up, go to school, and come home.
Ain't no communication with anyone, anymore.
I'm a thousand percent fine with that.
Rodney has been blowing up my phone nonstop. Begging me to forgive him, or call him back. He won't take a hint and leave me the fuck alone.
I ain't fucking with him no more. He made his bed, and now he gotta lay in it. I told him the first, that if he didn't it again we'd beefin.
He did it again, so now we beefin.
As for Cruz, ain't no hard feelings, I'm just not talking to his ass either. He still text me here and there, but he gets no reply. I mean appreciate his efforts but I just need time to myself.
Tiffany- it's still fuck dat hoe, but she still ain't received that message, because she stay blowin up my phone too. Between her and Rodney, ion know who I wanna beat up first. But they both getting declined either way.
She texted me last night, with this long ass apology about how she's so sorry, and she didn't mean what she said. She talking bout some, "give me the chance to redeem myself", man fuck outta here with allat-that bitch is donzo.
Not gonna lie, the only person I really wanna talk to is Sammy. But he fell back, after I kept ignoring his messages. Now I don't know if I should text him, or just leave him alone.
But even if I do text him, what the fuck we supposed to talk about-the kiss? What am I supposed to say, "oh uh sorry for ignoring you, I was having a mental breakdown, over the fact that I kissed a nigga and I actually liked it"? Hell nah, that's gon make me sound gay as fuck.
I don't know what I want from him, and I'm not trynna waste his or my time. Ion wanna have him thinking I wanna date now-when really I'm just confused with my sexuality.
I mean I enjoyed the kiss, obviously because when he grabbed my dick-it was hard. But with Tiffany I used to get hard too, expect for that one time but that shit don't count. So it's like where do I go from there, my dick got hard for him but that's never happened before.
I mean I guess I could like both girls and boys, but I've never really looked at a guy and wanted to fuck them-or at least I remember if I ever did.
So now I'm stuck, how do I figure out if I'm genuinely attracted to niggas-or if I'm just attracted to one particular nigga? I know that I still like girls, or at least I still think I do.
I could watch some nigga porn, but then that's gay bro-I'm not trynna see a grown man's bootyhole.
Man I don't know, now my fucking brain hurts because of this confusing ass shit.
