My secret feelings|yoonmin

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I'm sitting on the couch, in the dark looking over a instrumental for Jimins dance thingy and I want to make it completely perfect. I don't want a single thing wrong with it. Even though I've already looked over it about a hundred times and can't find anything wrong with it. I need to stop stressing out over this. I put the laptop on the livingroom table and lay back and turn on the tv. I flip through the channels and decide on watching It's a boy girl thing.

I start watching it and almost laugh at the part we're they wake up and see hast to deal with the morning wood but I don't. I remember when I woke up with my first morning wood. I was 12 and I just woke up and there it was. I didn't know what to do so I searched it up on my computer. I got in trouble for that but I figured out how to take care of it. I readjust the pillow as the door opens and Jimin walks inside. He turns on the light "Hey." I say.

"Oh I didn't think you'd be here." He says with a little jump. "Why wouldn't I?" I ask. "I thought you'd be with your boyfriend, daemin." He says. "Daemin is not my boyfriend." I say. "Oh." He says. I sit up and finally see the tears in his eyes. "Oh my god Jimin what's wrong?" I ask. "Nothing." He says softly. "Jimin." I say. "I broke up with Jae." He says as he sits down on the couch in front of me. I hold back my excitement. "Why?" I ask.

"Because my dance partner saw him with some other guy, they were on a date." He says. He tries to hold back his tears. "Oh my god Jimin I'm so sorry." I say pulling him into a hug. He wraps his arms around me tight as he cries into my chest. I run my hand through his hair as he cries it out. "Why would He do this to me? Haven't I been a good enough boyfriend? Did I not do enough for him?" He cries. I'm going to punch jaehyung.

"Jimin you were more than good enough. He didn't deserve someone as good as you. He's a fucking asshat." I say wippping his tears. He smiles a little at that. "You really think so?" He asks. "Yeah, jaehyung is such an asshat." I joke. He shakes his head at me With a little smile. "Yes Jimin you're amazi-" I get cut off by jimin pushing his lips against mine. His lips are so soft. I kiss back for a moment before I have a moment of realization and I push him away.

"Jimin we can't do this." I say. "Sure we can, let's just not talk about it and do it." He says about to kiss me again. "Jimin I'm not going to sleep with you, you are obviously really upset about what's happening and you just want a rebound. I'm not going to be just a rebound." I say. He stands up and runs to his room, crying his eyes out. I run my hand through my own hair and sigh. Did I do the right thing? I need to talk to daemin. I pull out my phone and text him.

Me:
I have a problem

Daemin:
Don't tell me it's a
boner because my
ass can't take that
right now, I'm sore.

Me:
No. I just really need
someone to talk to
right now.

Daemin:
Okay pick me up and
we'll talk.