"Samantha, you're someone I wish I never met." that tingling sensation of his voice saying those words still get under my skin like a needle until now, little by little it's pricking every nerve of my body that will cause my blood to drain and my life to end in any moment.
It's been six long months of suffering, of endless pain. He left me. Damn! He left leaving me this baggage full of regrets and heartbreaking words I wish I never heard him say. Tears and tears I only have.
It's been a while since the sun had risen for me and waiting for it to rise again feels like forever.. :"(
Walking alone on this narrow road drowning myself with thoughts of him. Every corner of this place reminds me of those days...with him. Ticklin' and gigglin' along the sidewalks like the sweetest couple in town. How could he leave me? He promised he won't.
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"Sammy! My Sammy!" a familiar voice calling my name..
It's him! It's him!
For the first time in six sorrowful months my face glowed like sunshine.
I turn to see where the voice is coming from..
I can see him smiling not so distant from me..
Oh! The face I've longed of seeing..
The anger and sadness all of a sudden subside and the desperation to hold him and feel his warm caress arouse as I walk towards him..
..but his face's slowly fading as I draw nearer and nearer to him until all that's left is a memory of his pleasant face looking at me with glee..
..with LOVE.
It's all in my mind..
He's gone.
He left.
He's never coming back..
Tears start to fall like a rain I can't control and extreme pain trembling all over my petite and pale body..
It's cold! It's so cold, inside and out..
I am so helpless..
Crying in bended knees, I shout his name for as many times I could..
Just like waiting for the storm to pass, I will wait for him. Despite the damage, still I am willing to fix everything. No matter how long it takes, for him, i will wait...
..because I LOVE HIM