REST YOUR LOVE ON ME [ON HOLD]

CHAPTER 5- You Belong With Me

It's been a month since our Paris trip and I am here in my apartment looking at our pictures, remembering our most epic trip! Oh that was amazing, incomparable *.*

Lucio went to Queensland for some business matters and I'm left here in Sydney, all alone :3 He left about a week ago and he never called me since day one. I understand that he's busy but what an idiot of he to forget about calling me up,even a single text i did not receive from him. Damn! I tried to call him for times but his number's always busy. Oh that jerk >,< I miss him a lot! I just soaked myself here in bed all day trying to make the most creative scrapbook i can but I just can't keep myself from worrying.

I tried to call him again but now, his phone is off. In my frustration, I get up in bed, went straight to the kitchen and opened a bottle of wine. I played some rock n roll songs on its loudest that the noise bounced all over the walls of my apartment until I'm drunk..

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It's already dark and silence and only silence itself ruled around the surrounding. Now I am really mad at him! How could he! Don't he dare come back or else he'll gonna die!!! Tears started to fall, I breakdown. So this is how it feels living without Lucio. I know it's not right to feel this way but what can i do? This is what I feel!!!! He made me feel so upset and curious and lonely ~_~ Oh what to do? At some point, I realized how empty I am...very miserable at the moment -.-

I left the apartment still a little bit tipsy but conscious enough to manage to drive and check in in a hotel. The longer I'll stay alone in my apartment, the crazier I will be. So I'm just gonna live like this for now.. Assuming like a tourist in my own country.

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A continuous beeping of my phone woke me up. My head as expected, aches so much and the rays of the sun filled up the entire room, Oh this is not my room and oh it's already morning -.-

I checked to see who's calling and yes, he's calling. My face lit up a bit and I can't keep my lips to curve a LITTLE but MORE of a clenched jaw and tight fist. Like, hell yeah! What do you expect? That i'll answer you as soon as you call and say *Hi my luv! I miss you so much! It's been a week since you left and never cared about me, what's happening to me, or where I am or what I am up to, if I'm still alive...* Ghad! What is he thinking? F*ck you! Now feel my sorrow :3

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101 missed calls

59 text messages

11 voice messages

All from Lucio...

*Voice Message 1

-Sammy baby, where are you? >calm voice

( Crazy jerk (>_<) )

*VM 2

-Sammy! WHERE ARE YOU?

> trying to calm voice

*VM 3

-Luv! I know you're mad, please tell me where you are,please!-

> Trying hard calm voice

(is he in Sydney already?tss!)

*VM 4