Three seconds after you wake up you don't remember anything, for those first three seconds after waking up and having nothing on your mind is the most peaceful happiness there is. Usually being happy comes with back lash because with everything that makes you happy can be taken away but when you don't know anything your happiness depends on nothing. But then next thing you know your in your bed reliving all the reasons your sad and how short three seconds is. Dragging yourself out of bed and being forced to do things completely forgetting the three seconds before reality crashed back in harder than you though possible. Staying up all night cause your scared of your mind but when there's nothing to think about there's nothing to be scared of. Sometimes I just wish I could live in those three seconds forever. But sometime forever is just that, three seconds of pure bliss and happiness with no reason.
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Confessions of the teenage paradox
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