I always
tell others to not give up to keep trying because all that time that you have spent will come to the end and you will see the progress you have made. But I have also noticed that when it comes to me I always tend to put myself down before anything I try to say to myself that I'm strong that I have to keep going. But at the back of my mind I can feel the words popping in the back of my head saying no stop you can't do this. I tend to take what others tell me seriously. I tend to be by myself because I can see only handle so much criticism from other. I tried to avoid problems and to do that I always keep quiet and try not to gain attention but somehow they find me. I tend to give advice to others because I can't stance the look of others seeing them fall and they need a shoulder. But when it comes to me it's like everybody is on their own world that they can't see the pain in me. Or it's maybe that I have used so much that I don't even know what is a real smile. I have fought so many problems by myself that I forget that their is a God above looking down on me and making me feel loved when I feel so bad for myself. He's the one that wraps me in his arms.
