Hey everyone how y'all doing! Last time i was gonna talk to you about being fat..... In no way am i saying fat people are ugly everyone is beautiful in their own way but me on the other hand.........Lets not talk about that LMAOOO. (jk thats what we came here for)
ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYY.......... Once upon a time a long long ass time i was skinny... A SKINNY LEGEND I TELL YOU. (i used to think i was fat back then if only i saw the future) IM DEAD LOL. No but like for real thats when i was still in school. Then 9th grade year comes in and i slowly start to fill like a balloon dead ass A BALLOON. I believe i had i reason for this and tbh its all my fault.... like no body told me to stay up all night eating chocolate and crying at sad shit for all 9th grade.
I think it was the big change from going to school with a lot of "friends" to being home schooled all alone. Look dont get me wrong if you want to be home schooled go for it! I actually Love it now it just took a moment to get used to the big change....and i dont know if its different for anyone else but trust me your "friends" from school never ask about you after you are home schooled. It's like you never met anyone in your life literally NOBODY.
But like screw them its not like they were the shit anyway. You actually learn a lot and ill tell you everything i learned and the pros and cons of being home schooled.
Some Facts:
You don't have to be around toxic people anymore. You don't have to wake up early in the morning to get ready for school. You don't have to worry about what you're gonna wear to school lol. (goes with the other point) You don't have to worry about homework. You don't have to worry about annoying ass teachers. So on and so on.
Okay now to the pros and cons of being home schooled:
Pros: You don't have to worry about being liked by other people. You don't have to worry about that nasty ass school lunch. You get to do school IN YOUR PJ's!!! And on your bed......... it doesn't get better than that. You can literally watch YouTube or Netflix all day as along as you get your work done WHICH IS SO EASY. You get the nicest teachers EVER. Let me tell you my Spanish teacher is my only friend LMAO.
Cons: For the first year its gonna be HARD. I didn't know this till it happen. Its just the dramatic change that you start to feel really alone and don't like to talk to people............ its like going through an emo faze i don't wanna say depression because that's so much bigger than just sad......( i think) SOCIAL ANXIETY............ The defining feature of social anxiety disorder, also called social phobia, is intense anxiety or fear of being judged, negatively evaluated, or rejected in a social or performance situation.
This played a really big part in my life and i still have social anxiety i don't think its ever going to go away. I don't wanna say home schooling is what created this but being away for human interaction other than your family you forget how to communicate with humans in general. You feel very nervous and self conscious. (Ill talk about this more in another page and tell ya'll how it has effected me in real life.
BUT.... If there is one thing anyone should get from this or from the other things you read by me is that we all are HUMANS we all have feeling and we all cope with things in our lives differently. Some things are handled in so many ways. ANYWAYYYY i hope ya'll enjoy whatever this is if ya'll have any questions i'm down to answer whatever!
-xoxo friend♥
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