GUESS WHO'S BACKKK! Not your friend cause she's dead........... jk im still here lol. SOOO.. update mhmmm what happen since the last time we talked let me think...... i got into an argument lets not talk about that... THEIRS A NEW FAMILY MEMBER!!! I'm writing poems again! And i almost died?
Lets start with the happy news my sister in law gave birth! To a baby girl and she is still in the hospital and is gonna stay there for a month because she was two months early. SHES SOOO TINY BROOO. I went to sleep at the hospital because my sister in law doesn't speak English and she went too see her baby and i was in the waiting room because visitors cant go in until 10 and it was 9 i think... Thats not the point i saw this man going too see his baby in the NICU.... and bro literally he broke my heart he didnt even have to say anything and my heart was aching for him.. he walked by me and said "hello, how are you".... HE SOUNDED SOOOO UPSET LIKE OMG. I was like "im doing good what about you" Deadass just puts his head down as in like im not doing okay and walks into the NICU.... he walked out of there and i was still in the waiting room and i wanted to tell him to stay strong BUT IT WOULDN'T COME OUT. My mouth wouldn't move like it was there it wanted to come out of my mouth but it couldn't uhhhh. I'd do anything to go back and say that.
Okay so we had a party and UR GIRL WENT CRAZY LET ME TELL YOU. So when there is a party i love dancing like.. thats all me you know. So the night was coming to an end and ur girl was sooo tired i was sitting and laughing with the fam and shit and all of a sudden i couldnt move like no cap..... I literally crawled to my moms room and laid in her bed for the rest of the night. I was deadass doing the T pose on her bed LMAOOOOO. My mom walks in on my and asks why im there and i told her i couldn't move i was literally paralyzed for a good 3 hours... then more people kept coming into the room and i just broke down crying and i was in sooo much PAIN. Till this day i have the pain but its whatever..... Your girl is 16 and has more pain than an old person LOL..
Okay i've been writing some more poems lately and ima end this with a poem that i wrote!
The unspeakable
The fear of letting out feelings, scared of our dealings. says everything we ever feel, but nothing will ever be real.
Hurting more just to protect, these thoughts that always affect. Killing our souls, Leaving us with all these holes.
The thought of setting them free, have the need to flee. so i just sit here, with an open ear.
-xoxo friend♥
YOU ARE READING
Me, My life.
RandomThere's really nothing to it. This is gonna be me writing and complaining you can either read and agree and enjoy or you can talk shit about me works both ways! The words that come out of peoples mouths no longer mean a thing to me. I'm at the poi...
