Ya'll i literally don't have the energy to do anything. Do you just have that moment were things hit you in fast speed because same. I BLAME IT ON THE SAD MUSIC I LISTEN TO LOL. Idk my mood can literally just switch up so fast. One thing i know for fact is i'd do anything to repeat yesterday and do things differently. I don't really have anything to talk about my body is just in the sad boy hours LOL.
Last night i was on a call and i was rambling about things and i was just thinking was i saying things that i was feeling or was i just saying things to say them? Like i hate how i don't know how i really feel. like...HOW DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW YOU FEEL?!? It doesn't makes no sense to me. Anyway for some reason i don't think today is gonna go well. I haven't really done anything today but stay in bed and "work on school".
I kinda think about how it would be if i told yall everything ............like EVERYTHING. I wonder how people are able to let everything out....LIKE HOW DO YOU BECOME SO OPEN?!?! I was told that i was different and how was i able to get people to talk to me and become comfortable around me and honestly idk........ I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO I AM. I know im saying all that sappy shit that people say like i dont know who i am and i need time... LIKE I DONT NEED TIME I NEED ANSWERES.
Well what you can get from this is that:
-Im lost
-I dont know what im feeling
-im in my sad boy hour and will get over this by tomorrow.
-And that i have no life!
Poem of the day:
5 stages
We lose their bodies, But not their souls. The thought of them gone doesn't sync, First stage is denial, just take another drink.
I have created a hole int eh wall, The stage of anger makes me want to break all. What if it was me and not you, Bargaining is all we start to do.
Locked away in a dark room, Depression is not here and we are in doom. But acceptance saves a life, Of someone who was close to a knife.
-xoxo friend♥
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