As he felt the pressure got of his back, he started walking to a unknown places. With headphones, ear to ear, he looked up time to time. As he kept on walking he started think about his life. As he remembers parts of his life, he thinks of the bad and good. While thinking, he started thinking how lonely he was.
He had one girlfriend but that ended bad because that is the exact time he found out he was gay. He tried to get with guys but they just didn't seem right. He felt like they were just friends or they just had something missing.
He had this hole in his heart for someone and he needed to find that someone. Namjoon wanted someone who is funny but dumb. They can chill sometimes but other times he can be so crazy. He needed a guy who can be his forever and ever.
While looking at the stars and notice how the stars shined more than usual. They were so big and bright and just so beautiful. He always had this appreciation for them. Like him, he was so lonely but had so many people around him. The stars where so close to each other but they were so far away.
Then he suddenly got this idea. He wanted to wish on a star. He thought it was childish but hey he got to try. While looking for the perfect star he saw this one star. It looked like a pearl in the sky. It shined more than any of the other stars. It had this light pink tint to it and the yellow glow.
He never saw a star this color nor how much it shined. It was the perfect one. As he closed his eyes while taking a deep breath, clearing his mind he thought to himself. "𝘗𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳. 𝘈 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳 𝘴𝘰 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘶𝘱 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘶𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥".
As namjoon wished on the star he gazed upon on, he headed with his way to his house . As soon as he gets home he plopped himself on his bed. Wishing again the same thing he told his only lucky star.
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"Soon I'll find my love, soon enough."
