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Izuku pov

How many years?
How many days?
How many hours, minutes and seconds that this happend to me....
I just want to live a normal life
Why..... Kacchan?

"I'm sorry....but your kid doesn't acquire any quirk"
"Your worthless deku"
"Stupid"
"Loser"
"DIE"

All of those.....i tried....tried.....asking for help.....but what did you do...

YOU MAKE ME SUFFER...

So.....i'm gonna do what you say kacchan...."die"

*Yesterday*

As I walking toward the bathroom.....ochaco say "where are you going deku?" I turn around and put a fake smile "i'm just going to the bathroom" I turn back and walk toward to the bathroom. I take the box cutter out of my pocket as I roll up my sleeve to cut my arm out. My arm has a lot of cutting scars that are some of new and some of it are old.....as I was cutting my arm....i started to get dizzy from all those blood.....i started to clean up my arm and wrapped it up with bandages....

I walked down the corridor to get to my classroom and when I get to my class and head toward my desk....the desk now filled with the words "useless" "Loser" "Worthless" "Die" "You don't belong here" "Why aren't you die yet" And more.

I sighed as I cleaned up my desk and sit down to my chair....and dazed to outside of the window to imagined what it feels like to be free from those pain as Mr. Aizawa comes in.....i didn't hear anything then "MIDORIYA!" I startled and get up from my chair "YES!" "What are you grinning about,  you creep out all of your classmates" Said Mr. Aizawa.....i didn't know that I was grinning thinking about death.....and then I said "I was just thinking that my mom birthday is tomorrow and was thinking what present she would like" I fake smile....

At the end of the school, kacchan suddenly drag me at the back of the school.....wondering why? *scoffs* of course he wants to beat me up. He kicked me at the stomach, punch me and many thing more. "Why aren't you fukcing die yet? You know that everybody doesn't like you, they just take a pity to you....they want you to dissapear, even your mom wants you to dissapear,deku" With that he left the school grounds. "If you want me to dissapear, don't worry, tomorrow I will dissapear in front of your eye" I said in low tone.

Kacchan pov

As I walking down the street I remember deku, I smirked "he really is deku....he can't do anything on his own" I said.....suddenly I feel guilty "why does it hurt very much? " I cluched my shirt. Whatever he's just a worthless piece of shit.

Izuku pov

*At home*

I reach my home and hear my mom standing in front of the door. I startled by her figures. "Hi mom.... I'm home? " I said not long after my mom suddenly pull something out of her apron. A BOX CUTTER. I'm shocked "why this box cutter inside your bathroom?" She said as she sobs. I suddenly remember that I forgot to put that away after I use it "I....i" "Let me see your arm " My eyes widened "w-what? " " I said let me see your arm" " I'm fine mom....you dont-" " IZUKU! " I startled and I show my arms to my mom "why...... Why are you doing.....? " My mom sobs as she hug me " Why didn't you tell me......w-why...? " I stay silent as my eyes watered and hug me mom back " I'm sorr- I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry" My head barrier her chest and wet her apron and my mom just kiss my head and my forehead " I want you to tell me what's going on... " I shake my head " I will tell you tomorrow" I smiled and dragged my feet to my bedroom. I put down my yellow bag on the floor and flop down on my bed. "What should I do now"

"Worthless"
"Loser"
"Quirkless"
"They take pity on you"
"Die"

Those words always keep repeating...

I should prepared for tomorrow.....

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