Sorry for not writing much, i never have the motivation for it but I tryyyyy. This whole thing is honestly gonna be a huge ass vent chapter because I'm currently over thinking the stupidest shit and its to a point where I'm actually shaking and I hate myself so, hErE iS thiS. Hope you enjoy this 🤧
Basic info: you and mason have been together for a few months now and you get insecure about trust issues😪
[ 5:36 pm ]
I was getting ready to shower and start recording for the day.
Today it was fairly raining and honestly just shit so I figured today was good for staying in and recording.
Mason was out doing a video with Fitz and swagger for a mrbeast thing.
This was the first time having mason be gone for so long, usually he's gone for a day or two but for this he's gonna be gone for a good week.
Although I would miss him I told mason he should go, I wanted him to have fun rather than worry about me being lonely.
Finally I hop in the shower and wash up and get ready to go record.[ 7:49 pm ]
I'm just about done recording when my phone starts buzzing and I'm receiving a call from mason. I mute myself in game and pick up.Y/n- hiiii
Mason- hey y/n, me and the boyzz are gonna be heading out to a bar so I'll probably not be on my phone much tonight. Just thought ide let you know in case you need anything.
Y/n- ok maceyyy, try not to get too black out drunk ok?
I giggle
Mason- no promises
Mason giggles and we both say goodbye and I finish recording.
For the rest of the night I mostly sit around editing and watching movies.
I pick up my phone to check out whats going on just to give myself a break from editing.
I go through my Snapchat story's and see mason posted some stuff of him and the boys. There was a video of mason dancing to a random song playing in the bar, I laugh and respond to the video."Looks like someone found a way to slip in fortnite dances in public again"
I giggle.
"Hell yeah dawg, we gettin wildddd"
I could already tell mason was decently drunk at this point.
Me and mason continue to joke about fortnite dances which leads to him sending videos of him doing dances I recommend.
We both had a pretty good laugh at his autistic-ness and I could hear in the videos that the other boys were too.
Eventually mason stops responding to my messages and I ignored it thinking he had just gone back to dancing.
I go back to editing and finish up what I can of it.[ 12:23 pm ]
*Snapchat from Macey♥️*
I look down at my phone and pick up my phone to see the snap.
My heart sinks to the floor.
"Real fun is happening tonight Boyz"
Captioned a photo of Mason's perspective of a girl in a skirt sitting on his lap and his hand holding up her skirt to expose her underwear.My heart begins to race and almost feels as if It was stabbed
"Mason, what are you doing?? Get that cunt off your lap you dumbdumb."
I try to play it off cool and not make it seem like my heart was hurt by the image.Mason opens my snap and leaves me on read.
My heart begins to race faster and I feel tears start to fill up in my eyes.I trusted mason
I trust mason. He wouldn't do this to me.
Would he?
Has he done it before?...I begin to overthink the possibilities of what mason could be doing and what could of had him too distracted to respond to my snapchat.
I try to let it go for awhile and decide to go out for a cigarette to calm my nerves.*Snapchat from Macey♥️*
My heart sinks a little bit and I hesitate to open the picture in fear of more heartbreak.
"Hey y/n, mind if I have a little fun?"
Captioned a picture of the same pose but this time the girl no longer has her skirt on and I can tell they are in a hotel room.I feel tears fall from my eyes and another stabbing pain in my chest.
"Mason what the fuck are you doing, don't fucking do that to me. Mason please."
My heart is practically jumping out of my chest.
"Mason fucking please dont"
I type with tear filled eyes.
I walk inside and throw myself on the couch and clench my chest in pain.
It truly felt that I was being stabbed*Snapchat from Macey ♥️*
I open the Snapchat and fall to my knees from the sight.
It was a picture of the girl in nothing but her underwear and mason was behind her fully naked. Her hand was behind her, obviously touching him without it being visible in the photo.
I can no longer control my tears and feel my heart be ripped out of my chest at this point.
"Mason please, just stop now. I'll fucking forgive you if you stop now, fucking please mason."
Delivered✅
"Mason please."
Delivered ✅
"Mason please just fucking respond. Fucking please mason."
Delivered ✅
I cry and sob at him not opening my messages.
Mason was cheating on me.And I couldn't do shit about it.
I finally wake up.
My heart racing, pouring sweat and covered in my own tears and drool.It was all a fucking dream.
BIG ENDING TWIST UWUUUUU
Ok but seriously, this is somewhat based on a dream I had about my boyfriend this morning and it has had me so fucked up and I've been over thinking about it the whole time ive been awake.I know he's not cheating on me, but It fucking hurt. The dream ended so fucked up- it never even actually ended. It just stopped. It was me spamming him and him not opening anything I sent him. Something about that made me feel so hurt and gave me such a gross feeling.
It's all just stupid over thinking but I'm glad I vented through this. It feels nice getting it off my chest. I hope you all enjoyed this, it wasn't very good but it needed to happen for me.
Hope you enjoyed, have a great day/night and love you all♥️💕
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