Once again I remind myself that I learned nothing. I have no clue why I do it to myself. Maybe old problems are coming back to bite me, or maybe it's just the type of person I am. I only know for sure that I'm not helping myself and all it does is create more problems. It's creeping up on me and I know, but I still do nothing. Really have to push myself for a while.
13/3/2019
I'm starting to think that I've been deceiving myself again. I don't want that to be the case.