It sucks not being able to help people that you want to help in the way you want. Maybe I'm too quick to be hard on myself but I get annoyed at myself. I don't consider myself a good person and often times I'd just ignore others who need help. But there's the few people I'd gladly do what I can to help, sometimes it just doesn't feel like enough.
13/5/2019
I hope all what's happening is serving as a wake up call to help myself too.