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TWO

"My dear, why are you looking at me like that? You're not saying anything But you're not avoiding my eyes"

(g)i-dle ~ senorita

seungkwan's pov

"I'm so glad we got you back to the hospital in time, I really don't understand the cause of this sudden heart race, Jeonghan would you know anything?" Jeonghan looks at me and I shake my head as the doctor looks at him expectantly. He just shrugs and the doctor sighs, turning back around and checking me to see if I'm okay for the fifth time.

She finally leaves the room leaving me and Jeonghan alone, he proceeds to give me an eyebrow. "I didn't want anyone knowing I was about to pass out because some boy called me cute or whatever." I roll my eyes and Jeonghan laughs at me, slouching in the couch by my bed.

"Okay... do you still wanna see him..." I look at Jeonghan, wondering what was going on inside his brain right at that moment. We just sat in silence and I picked at the hangnails at my fingers before answering quietly.

"Maybe..." he smirks at me and clasps his hands together, standing up, full of energy now.

"Perfect, Vernons friend is having a party at his place tomorrow night, after prom or whatever and he basically invited everyone and I'm sure he wouldn't mind if you crashed it with me, I mean Vernon would probably be ecstatic at you being there." I frown at him and climb into bed, facing the wall as to say 'thanks! I hate it!'. He whines before lazily laying his arms on me. "Come on~! I promise you won't get in trouble!" I immediately roll over, making him roll off of me.

"You think this is about me getting in trouble? Jeonghan I could die if I went to that party! Drugs? Alcohol? Do you think that'd be good for my heart?!" I ask him, my voice almost at a yelling level making his face switch from a mischevious smirk to a scared and surprised emotion. He shakes his hands at me, his ears turning red.

"No! I just want you to have fun! Seungkwan we both know you're over all this dying shit! Come be a teenager with me! I promise it's fun! I won't let you near any of the alcohol and I swear you won't breathe in any weed as if my life depends on it!" he tugs at my arm and I thought about it.

Pros: I'd get to see Vernon and maybe have an actual conversation with him, get to know him better.

Cons: I'd get in serious trouble, I could be in fatal condition, I might not enjoy being an actual teen, getting made fun of, put in some horrible group game.

"The cons kinda outweigh the pros..." I whisper and he groans like a child who didn't get their ice cream. "Okay! Okay! I promise I'll go, I wanna get to know Vernon more anyways." I whisper the last bit but somehow Jeonghan caught it and smiled happily and poking my side, I threatened to let rest of our friends his crush and he immediately switched his attitude, only sending a text to the 'seungkwan protection squad' group chat before switching off his phone and flopping on my bed, I follow suit.

"What do you think I should wear to the party...?" I aks after a while of silence.

"Well, it's still cold at night so dress in something warm but edgy. You should wear makeup too!" Jeonghan happily suggests, he had his own makeup kit at home and played with the eyeshadow colors and the artistry of it for fun is what I've heard from Jeonghan himself.

"I can't be near makeup, silly." I slapped him playfully and he adjusted his position so he was laying on his side so he could see me, I repeated his actions and he just gave me a lopsided smile before letting his arm that propped his head up give out. I watched as he played dead on my bed for a short moment, resting his tired arm before answering me.

"He said you couldn't be near it all the goddamn time or else you'd get sick, wearing makeup once isn't going to hurt you, or at least it shouldn't... don't always be so uptight and think everyone your doctors say are right, have they ever let you eaten an apple once while in here?" I furrow my eyebrows.

"What the hell do apples have to do with doct- OH." I giggle and wiggle around in the bed, as my laughter died down I was able to look at Jeonghan who just had a proud look on his face, happy that he made me smile. "I usually have to go outside to buy one, they surprisingly don't serve them in the cafeteria in here..." I tap my chin.

"Coincidence? I think the fuck, not Seungkwan. Doctors are afraid of apples: confirmed!" Jeonghan raises his voice with determination and I shake my head, lips reaching my eyes.

"They might hear you Jeonghan! And then you'll be kicked out!" I add on to the joke playfully and we make fun of doctors for a few more minutes before my very own walked in the room and rolled their eyes at me and Jeonghan. We just paid no attention to her and kept ourselves in our little own bubble we had suddenly made.

"By the way Seungkwan, your mom is here to say hello." I look around the door area and see no one standing in the entryway. "She's waiting outside as I told her to. I can grab her." I raise my eyebrows at the doctor, unimpressed.

"She's my mom, why would you leave her outside? I wanna see her!" I ask the doctor, annoyance laced in between my words. she mumbles something about edgy teens these days and pushes the door open a bit so she could stick her head out and ask my mom to come inside.

I completely change my demeanor and smile lovingly when my birth giver enters the room.

"Hello mom!" she waves with her lips up in a smile, greeting Jeonghan shortly after, questioning both of us and asking me how my day was.