My parents received my brother's Death certificate yesterday... it's bullshit. They couldn't wait until we got his birth certificate to send his death certificate.... I was at TAFE (college) yesterday, and people were asking me if I'm ok, and they even asked me why I have a bandaid on my wrist.. I didn't cut! I haven't cut in 3 years!... I cut it while in class working under neath a car. It must have got caught and I didn't realise, I'm not suicidal, or an attention whore.. I'm currently a grieving older sibling... who just wants to hold their baby brother again and for this whole thing to be a dream....
