His obsession

Baby names

Ema Jean:

I was looking in the mirror at my eye because it hurt badly. It was beginning to get swollen. "Great" i said aggravated.

"Em?" I heard a voice say. I knew it was Jason or one of the guys. I didnt answer. Jason walked into the bathroom. "Ema im sorry but i think you know we need to talk" he said leaning on the door.

"About what? Theres nothing to say" i said applying makeup to my eyes. I could feel his eyes burning through the side of my face.

I felt finger tips turn my chin. "Im sorry Ema" he said leaning in. Before he could kiss me i swerved to the side and walked out the bathroom.

"Sorry doesnt fix everything. This is the second time Jason" i said going through the closet.

"I know but just listen please" he said wrapping his arms around my waist. I didnt say anything because at that moment i realized that i could stay in his arms forever and never want to leave.

"I want to be a father" he whispered in my ear. It sent a cold wave down my body. I felt his palm start to rub my belly thats when i knew he meant it.

I unwrapped his arms from around me and lead him to the bed. "Sit" i said. He did as he was told. I ran downstairs quickly to his office and grabbed paper and pin.

I ran as fast as could back to Jason and bumped into him in the hall way. He looked calm once he saw me. "Thought i was gone" i said playfully.

"Your never gone. Im watching you even when you think your alone" he said with a smirk. "Nice to know" i said sitting next to him on the bed.

"Ok you wanted to talk so lets talk about baby names" i said grinning. He cocked his head side ways "You know the gender?" I said eager clear in his voice.

"No but whats wrong with planning ahead" i said normally.

After about 30 minutes we came up with 3 for each gender. We put them in order from favorite to least favorite.

Girl:

Layla Fay Mcann

Alexis Javia Mcann

April Renae Mcann

Boy:

Alex Ricardo Mcann (after Alex)

Jason Drew Mcann

Kaleb Karri Mcann

I had fun with Jason today. I was surprised he said he wanted a girl. I had to know why.

He got a little uncomfortable i think. "Ema i don--" "Please Jason tell me " i said grabbing his hand.

I looked into his eyes and could tell he wanted to tell me. It was like his heart was saying tell her but his mind wouldnt process right.

I was lost in his eyes when he spoke.

"When i was born my mother died. Alex was 6 so he remembers the day better then me. My dad hated me for a while, till i was about 4. He wouldnt feed me or anything. Then one day i heard him crying. I asked Alex why and he simply said todays HER birthday." He said.

I could hear his voice crack up. "As a grew older i started dating girls trying to replace the mom i never had. I guess i just want someone pure and happy like my mom was, to protect like i should have done all those years ago. If we have a girl it'll be like my mom was born in a different form" he stated.

I was shocked,sad, and just felt awful. No wonder he's unstable. "Jason im so sorry. I had no idea. You should have told me" i said realizing i was crying.

He whipped my tears with his thumb and leaned in. The kiss felt gentle and slow. I liked the feeling. Of course it got intense but just when my hormones started raging he stopped.

"Why did you stop" i said out of breath. He laid beside me and put his hand on my stomach. "Shhhh lay-lay is sleep" he said lightly.

I couldnt help but giggle. I cuddled up to him more and we stayed this way forever but sadly forever never lasts long.