Zepplin shirt // Cake

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-mentions self harm and daddy kink-
~Luke's POV~

Five days. Five days since the argument. Since the yelling. Since the tears. Since Calum left.

I've stayed in bed ever since then. Only getting up to let petunia go outside and to feed her.

As I lay in bed in the dark with petunia, tears going down my face, I get a phone call. It was Joy, Calum's mother.

I answer it, and with a broken voice say, "Hello?"

"Luke you need to get down here! Somethings wrong with Calum!" She says panicked.

"I'm on my way!" I say and hop out of bed. I slip on a shirt and run downstairs, still in the same flannel pants from days ago.

I smelled, my breathe stunk, I had on no shoes or socks, My hair was a mess, but I didn't care. I ran outside with my keys after telling petunia I loved her.

I speed to Joy's house, my hazards on. I finally get to the home and park, turning off my car and slamming the door.

I run inside. Joy was at the kitchen table crying.

She looks up and sees me. "Oh Luke.. you look worse than he does.." she says sadly.

I chuckle. "It's been rough without him. What's wrong?"

She starts to cry harder and wipes her tears giving me a hug. I hug her back.

"He locked himself in the bathroom and won't come out and he was screaming and crying and slamming things and-and-" I interrupt her.

"Hey calm down. It's okay. He does this sometimes even at our home. I know how to calm him down. It'll all be okay Joy." I say looking at her.

"But-but.. he's got a past with self harm Luke. What if he's up there hurting himself?" She says tearing up again.

"If he is I'll help him. I'm always here to help him." I say trying to keep calm.

She nods, "He's in his bathroom."

I nod and run up the stairs. I get to his room and open the door.

I can hear him crying. It breaks my heart.

I knock on the door, "Baby.." I say softly.

I hear him sniffle and stop crying. "L-Lukey?"

"It's me, love. Open the door." I say softly.

"N-No! I don't want you to see me!" He says loudly.

I chuckle, "Baby you're always beautiful to me. I look a mess, anyways. Come on, Cali. Open up the door. Please? For me?" I say sweetly.

He slowly opens up the door with bloodshot eyes and quickly puts his arms behind his back.

"Baby... what'd you do?" I say worriedly.

"I-I.." He starts sobbing, "I relapsed! I fucking relapsed after all of this time! I'm such a fucking failure! What the fuck is wrong with me?" He sobs sinking to the floor.

I sit next to him, "Shhhh baby, it's okay. This happens. You can't stay strong all of the time. We'll get through this. I promise." I hold him and stroke his hair.

He sniffles against my neck and looks up at me, "I missed you.." He says sadly.

"I missed you more." I kiss his lips. "Please come home I'm miserable without you."

He nods with a small smile, "I love you." He says with a raspy voice.

"I love you more." I kiss his nose.

"And you don't even look bad you look hot so shut up." He pushes my chest. I laugh a squeaky laugh and blush.

"You're beautiful baby. Always." I kiss him deeply. "Now go pack up so we can go home. Petunia misses her dad."

"And I missed my daddy." He winks and kisses my cheek getting up.

I smirk and grab his arm pulling him against me. "Daddy's missed his baby." I whisper in his ear.

He blushes and goes to get his stuff, I smack his bum as he walks and he squeals. "Stooop!" I bite my lip and smile.

I finally got my baby back.

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Yeeyee

Xx~M