Depressed

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                            Karma's POV

'Ring Ring, ' the sound of my alarm sounded throughout my room.  I got up and headed straight to the bathroom.  I look in the mirror and sighed when I saw the tear streaks still left on my cheeks,  I cried myself to sleep last night like usual..  My name is Karma White, I'm 16 years old and I'm in my second to last year of high school,  I only have two friends, Kenny and Britt,  we've been friends since sophomore year but they don't know that I'm depressed,  I try to hide it from them as best as I can so they can see a happy carefree girl with a perfect life..  I shake my head at my thoughts and decided to go get ready for school. I decided to wear a black skinny jeans, a grey tank top and my black beanie with black ankle boots.I put on a gold necklace with spikes and golden hoops in my ears.  I let my midnight blue hair cascade down my back in its natural waves.  I grabbed my bag and my car keys and went downstairs,  did I mention that I live alone..  I grabbed an apple and a granola bar and headed to my car and left home. The drive to school lasted only 15 minutes.  I excited my Black Axio and entered the building..  I went to my first class which was English and was immediately greeted by my friends, I smiled a smile that was obviously fake but they didn't realize that.  I sat it my seat..
"So what did you do last night, " Kenny asked me.
"You know, the usual, just watching movies,"  I lied.
I felt bad for lieing but I really didn't need their pity.
Our teacher entered the class cutting off all communication for the day. Before I knew it I was day dreaming. I was thinking of all the times I tried to kill myself but failed. I remember the times when I tried to hang myself, cut my wrist,  jump off of buildings, I remember all those times.  Before I knew it tears were running down my cheeks.  I opened my eyes to see my friends looking at me in worry.. I grabbed my bag and ran out of the class heading  straight for my car. I got my keys and entered my car. I turned on the ignition and and sped out of the  driveway, heading straight to the place where I know I can be at peace.

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⏰ Last updated: May 10, 2019 ⏰

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