First off hello
I am writing my first vent
It's not as easy as it sounds
I do not know what to write
Irony right?
Feeling useless is like that
Like come on just write your fucking feelings
It can't be that hard
Your therapist recommended it to you
Useless
Dumb
Fat
Hypocrite
Dead inside
Yeah I mean I can't really be all these things
Can I?
My closest friends don't even realize
The full extent of this kind of hurt
YOU ARE READING
The lies we tell our selves
PoesíaWarning this contains deep subjects (self harm, abuse, assault, eating disorders, self deprecation) if you are easily triggered please do not read I am writing this for me to get my shit off my chest so just come along for the ride