LUCID DREAMS || Tododeku

ch4- Afraid

(The picture above isn't mine, but I did edit it and write afraid on it. Credits to the original artist!!
And the song above is called 'afraid by the neighborhood'!)

Heyy!
I decided to update! 🙃

So, there'll be some new ships introduced!
Kiribaku and Kamisero!
If you don't like those, fight me-
Jk jk, everyone has their own opinions lol, I not mad :)

*dirty/adult type content!!! You've been warned!*

Anyways, I hope you enjoy!~

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~🌙🖤time skip🖤🌙~

Izuku POV

The dream was different.
Instead of feeling like I'm a floating pair of eyes, I felt like a person, like I could walk around.

But I couldn't decide where I went,
I went where I was taken.

I was walking down a Hall.
The dorm hallway, to be specific.

It was dark, almost too dark to see Shoto's door slightly ajar.

Slowly opening his door, I looked inside.
He was sitting on his bed in front of me, his head hung low.
There wasn't anything around him in specific, just him on his bed in his very dark room.

I watched him just stare down at the floor, the most hurt and upset look on anyone's face I've ever seen.

"Stupid... Stupid..." He began grumbling under his breath, clenching his fists.

"I have nothing to live for..." He said, which made my heart ache.

'What does he mean by that??!

"One day... I'm just gonna do it. I'm gonna make it stop, end it." Shoto said, tears running down his face.
He put his face in his palms.
And just sobbed.

And all I could do
was watch.

He couldn't possibly feel this way.
My quirk has to be acting up..!

The boy who loves playing Uno and cuddling to scary movies, hating his life and wanting to end it??
It just doesn't make any sense.

I watched as he opened his nightstand drawer.
And pulled out a small switchblade.

I wanted to snatch it away and hold him,
But all I could do was watch.

Watch as he brought it to his neck.

The dream began to get fuzzy, I couldn't see him as well anymore.

I couldn't be waking up, I had to see if he was gonna actually kill himself, so I know to stop him in the future!!

I could still see him, though, and he brought the knife away from his neck.

"No, not yet... I need to do a few things first." He said, looking down at the weapon.
The dream quality returned to normal, I could see him again.