The Dangers of Life and Love (Vamp Love Story)

chapter 4

He was gone, why does this have to happen when I start to have feelings for someone? I lay awake every night, wishing that he'd come back. But, that never happens. He's gone forever, and I'll never see him again. This reminder brought pain to my already broken heart. So much pain that I actually droped to the floor rightening in pain. He thought that he was the nightmare, and if that's true, then it's my perfect nightmare. He was everything that I wanted, everything that I had dreamed about. He saved my life twice, like my personal knight and shinning armor. Oh God!!! The pain took it's course, yet again.

Then my cd player started to play PERFECT NIGHTMARE by Shontelle:

Sometimes we fight

Sometimes I cry

Why don't I

Just tell him goodbye

Sometimes I should

But sometimes I don't

Build up the strength to

Say that it's wrong

Sometimes I hate

Sometimes I love

Sometimes I hurt

Sometimes I don't

Sometimes I wait

For him to change

But it's okay

I've disguised the pain

And I don't ever wanna leave him alone

They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love

With this man

Yeah

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it

I already know I don't deserve it

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way (x7)

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

Perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool

Sometimes I let him know

Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door

Sometimes I feel safe

Sometimes I really don't

Sometimes I promise that i'm ready to let him go

But I don't ever wanna leave him alone

They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love

With this man

Ohh ohhh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it

I already know I don't deserve it

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way (x7)

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

Perfect nightmare

Hoping he's changing

But i'm scared he's not

Can't see a way to leave

Help me open my eyes

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it

I already know I don't deserve it

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

Perfect

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it

I already know I don't deserve it

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way (x7)

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

Perfect nightmare

No way (x7)

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

Perfect nightmare

Perfect nightmare

This song only made everything worse. It brought back everything. Especially the pain.