Life.

#21

I think I want to move school.

My friend came back from holiday today and before she left she was nothing but a bitch to me. I did want her to come back, only partly because this guy wouldn't leave me alone because usually he stays with my friend.

But then when she did come back, my other friend, WHO HAD BEEN NICE TO ME FOR A WHOLE TWO WEEKS AFTER SHE LEFT (Mind you this friend is usually never nice to me so I was kind of dreading the fact she was coming back because I was happy that whole two weeks) started being a dick to me. (I know, I said I was trying to stop swearing but it helps me get out my anger)
They were pushing me around to get to their best friend and being rude in general, not giving a flying fuck about what they did and acting all innocent about it afterwards.

This happens every time they're both together but when ones away from the other they're nice to me because they know, if they lose me, they pretty much have no one else because when I'm in one of their classes the other usually isn't and no one else is either.

I'm starting to like the fact none of them are in my Tech class because of this.

It's clear to me that unless the other is gone, I'm not wanted.

I just feel as if I'd be happier moving school because they wouldn't be there, so there's no one to make me sad, even if I'll end up being awkward and having no one I relate to.