I always feel threatened, condemned, obliged, and dwelt to be by his side forever. Every little piece of him, I should be there, present. Taking every fault he makes... everything about him is so aggravating. I'm the only one who understands him, who cares for him and deliberately, loves him...
But...
I'm not receiving the love I should expect.
Being with him is like trapping yourself in an old cage; you know you can just leave easily but you refused to do so... letting you carry all the pain by yourself. And in return, he takes all the benefits and locking you in between his border lines. Left to be his slave forever, left to serve him infinitely.
Yes, I love him.
But I wish to be loved back...
I want him to yearn for me...
To notice my endearing presence
And to rightly value me as a lover...
So I decided...
To let go...
See if he'll come back...
Or witness how he trashes me off his life...
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Author's Note:
A BTS fanfiction starring Jungkook, Jimin, and V plus other BTS members that you'll surely love... *LOL*
I hope you guys like it :) Annyeong~
~Hana
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Pink Sheep ;; BTS
Fanfiction"Those little things we've been together were the happiest moments of my life." ~♥