Chapter 7: Should I End It Now?

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Yoon Mi's POV

It's been days now and I feel like everything seemed to worsen already.

I felt nostalgic as to how each pain I manifest becomes a mere like reality now.

I know, I am in love with Jungkook...

But what does my heart trying to imply with regards of V? He had done so much for me...

I know its all my fault. He loves Min Young but perhaps he wanted a little revenge also.

Yet right now, I feel like I'm ruining him and his life.

Should I...

End this already?

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I seated calmly on a bench, wondering why Sakura tree's beauty easily fades away. I think I'm on time before winter comes.

I see myself an avoidant today.

Poor eye contact and a fear of interacting with society.

I wanted to be alone.

Sometimes, its better to be like this. At least, I have time to rationalize such thoughts I have in mind.

Yeah~  what's bugging me now is my guilt and conscience.

I feel psychogenic and stress.

until then... I saw Jimin.

He was smiling as he approached me.

Yeah right, I know this man is on the right time to comfort me.

Such a good friend indeed.

"Hi Yoon Mi!" he greeted happily.

"Annyeong~"

"Can I sit beside you?" he asked while brushing his nape.

I whacked his stomach and chortled, "What's with the formal aura? Hey! Jimin-ah Are you in there? Hey! Come out!"

But he was really serious.

It's as of, something is bothering him deep inside; and this is yet rare for me.

He was like this when he was dumped by his said-crush.

But why is he like this now?

"Were you rejected?" I blunt in.

He shook his head and sighed.

"There's something I wish I could say." he paused just to look straight into my eyes and continued, "But I don't think confessing would completely help me. I've treasured everything; I've valued each sentiment like this someone have done so much for me. Yet-- I don't want to lose her just because I was selfish." and he was so gloomy.

I tapped his shoulder and gave him a tight hug.

"No matter what happens Jimin, I'll always be your true friend. I'll always be here by your side to support you."

And I felt like warm tears were dripping on my shoulder.

And he just nodded.

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Jimin's POV

It really does hurts.

One sided love. Is this my fate?

I've shown her how much I care and love her but why is it that she won't even spare a thought that I want her because I love her?

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