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#PerfectDate - Limitless Possibilities

Hi Love,

Can you still remember? You used to call me love.

Someone asked me, "If you have a chance to date someone with limitless possibilities, who it would be?"

No second thoughts.

I will choose you.

I missed how you looked at me like I am the only girl you see.

Our first date will always be the best feeling in the world. Yes, we are not together anymore and maybe you are happy with your new life. Nothing has changed, I still want to date you. Will you agree with it, even just for a day?

I clearly remembered our first date. It was a sunny day and we went to the beach. It was an epic fail for a first date because our outfit did not fit with the location. You never told me that we are going to the beach! At first, I was disappointed. Who would have thought that my first date will be at the beach!? I know . . . not bad, but most of us are imagining a perfect night, dinner date with candle lights and music.

They said, "First is always the hardest" because we fail on our firsts. That kind of date is not my dream date, but I want to spend a day with you, just like our first date.

You reserved a lunch date at the restaurant, but it was cancelled due to some reasons that they can't even explain to us. You are not happy about it. But I found you cute at the moment because even if you were mad, you can still look handsome as hell. How is that possible?

You are so perfect for me. You are my dream guy. I never thought that someone like you will love someone like me.

I was your girl.

I was yours.

We did not do things as planned, but spent more time talking and knowing each other. It's like, you are really interested to know me. I felt that "butterflies" in my stomach with those moments.

When they asked about "limitless possibilities" kind of date.

Swear, you are the only person I can think about.

If you allow me to date you again.

If you still care for me.

If you still love me.

If we had a chance.

Love, I missed you so much.

Even if you were not with me.

I know, you are happy in heaven, looking down at me while smiling.

Can you see me right now?

I am standing at the beach where we spent our first date. I won't forget about you.

It's been a year since you left.

If I can and only if that "limitless possibilities" can reach you in heaven.

I love you. I hope you can hear what I am saying from heaven.

If and only if.

Writing this letter from Earth and hoping it could reach you in heaven.

Your Love,

Angel

"My dream date will always be with you, my Angelo," I said out loud so you can hear me clearly. "I love you," I added as tears start falling.