lifes a Big mess

the day before

A place where your heart can heal
Yet it's still broken

Ring ring RINGGGG

"OH SHUT UP!!" I said to my alarm.
This is going to be so bad this year.
I got up and changed into my uniform.
The same one I was wearing last year.
I'm finally in seventh grade. My mood has changed big time. Yet my heart became worse.

Flashback___Last day of school...

Third period...

I was sitting in my normal seat while I saw him sitting in the back. It was the last day and we could've gotten to sit anywhere.
I didn't. The day before I gave a note to my friend to give it to him.
I haven't gotten a response from him. My friend said he didn't know who it was. Well...
Now it's the day after, the day I may get broken, shatter, and different.
I saw my friend go in the back of the class next to him. Jealousy rushing all over my body. Yes, that my friends, is the girl, the girl I gave the note to give him. I looked back towards the front.
Let's call him Andrew. Andrew Chavez. My name is Judy Garcia by the way. My friend's name is Americus. Well, "friend" is a word for that year. Whatever. Let's continue.
They kept on talking. I just felt anger around me.

♥•♥•♥•♥Time Skip•♥•♥•♥•♥
7th period...
Same day...

Yes, this is weird. I have ballroom. I know... What! Well, it's a good class.
Because the teacher wasn't there. She was but she was pregnant. We had a sub almost all year.
I saw Americus come in.
Jealousy just rushed over me.
I went over to her. I didn't want to sound too desperate. But I wanted to know what he said about the note.
She sighed and answered.
"Judy. I'm so sorry. I- he-" she sighed again.
"He has a girlfriend." my heart froze.
My eyes were blinking quickly. "Oh, ok. Just, please leave me alone." I walked towards a corner. My head was buried in my knees. I started to sniff and whimper. I took out my phone and started to delete photos videos of him. Big. Mistake. Ever.
But it didn't matter. I saw a girl in my class look at me. She told Americus something. She walked and said, "Hey, what's wrong?"
"Everything! I smile when I see him. I laugh at any terrible joke of his.
I gave him chips. I helped him with anything. I just feel useless." I cried more and more.
"Judy.." I looked up.
She handed me her bracelet.
When I feel down I put this on.
It had a heart and behind it, it was broken. I put the broken one on top.
"Thanks." the bell rang. Oh no...

That's the first part
The next one will be longer
-mel