lifes a Big mess

Career Day P.2

...I really don't know if he saw me, but he left. He went near the bleachers with his friends and laughed.
I ignored him but glanced to him once in a while. We stayed a little while at the stand and looked at it.
While after that, Julie and i went to another stand. It was one for a local college.
She said she wanted to learn more about singing, well maybe cause she was in varsity choir also.
While I said I wanted to learn about drama. Ever since one of my friends, well, mostly partner or...
Idk...
But he told about acting, i got so interested in it.
The person who was sponsoring the college just told Julie about local communities of singing while I was there looking dumb, like always in my life.

I saw Dani and her crush, and her crush's friend.
They were in the middle of the gym laughing. They saw me and continue to talk to me. They did this weird trick and weird out a girl.
I laughed and asked me," Wow. You didn't leave. How come you didn't get all creeped out?" I just shrugged. "I don't really know. I hang out with many weird people." They agreed and continued. We did weird dances and got a few stares, yet we didn't care.
I least i saw him looking at me.
He just looked serious and well, just walked away. Well, he was still laughing with his friends.
I just don't understand boys...
After a little gathering with Dani's friends, Dani and I went to a stand of a barber. Yup. A teenage dream to become a barber. Thank you school, you ruin everything.
We saw many kids having haircuts and having a fake beard.
We went closer and laughed at the many tricks they did.
I then saw him also getting closer.
The weirdest part of this is, he had a beard made.
I tried so hard to contain my laughter.
I gave him a 'what the fuck did you do?' face and he said, "I did a dare and they made me do it. I'm so retarded." I smiled and said," Yup you are."
But you're also so pathetically cute.
I turned around and saw Dani with a smirk on her face.
"Oh shut up. I'll tell you later."
She giggled and we continued to look around.
It was already time to go to our homeroom so I said bye to her and told her I'll go with her to lunch.

Time Skip...
6th period...

Lunch...

I ran out of the room to Dani's class.
She saw me and smiled.
We walked towards the cafeteria
and got a plate.
We went to sit down to the table they took us. Yup. This very much fantasy.
Anyway, we talked for a little when a remembered I was going to tell her what happened.
I told her what he said yesterday and that I felt guilty and everything.
Now I feel like a gossiper.
Ew gross.
It felt really great to get it off my chest. We continued to talk about random things.

9th period...

P.E...

So the two classes were still boring.
Yep. I was heading to P.E and i saw him in the hallway. He was far from his class he was suppose to be in.
No. I'm not a stalker. I just know his schedule by gathering details of my friends. Yup no stalker. Any ways...
He still had a line mark on his cheek to his jaw line.
"You still have it?" I asked.
"Yup. I'm retarded."he said.
Retardedly cute for me.

I walked to the gym and saw Kate.
I ran up to her. "Oh God, today was a eh day." I said to her.
"Something happened. You're smiling and you never smile when you come over here." She was right.
I was smiling.
How can you not smile when your crush finally talks to you and you don't stutter. Well, I dont stutter but eh who cares?
"Oh you got me.
I was talking to you know who.
And he did this stupid dare and had to put a fake beard on. He looked goofy but cute to me." She just cringe and laughed.
We talked all the period but I couldn't get him out of my head.

Home...

I ran towards my room and did my homework.
After that I went downstairs to get food. I was a hungry beast. After I finished I went upstairs to admire my celebrity crush. He turned 14 this month but it was 23 days ago.
Yup him. Noah Cameron Schnapp.
I knew him at first in the Peanuts movie, then stranger things, and in the short film The Circle.
He is amazing. I sometimes hope to meet him. I see imagines in YouTube but then there was one where they discontinued it but told the viewers about a new app. Wattpad. I looked it up and it was amazing.
Of course many people have a computer or a laptop, but for me, I don't. I downloaded it on my phone and signed up.
It was amazing. I can't wait to start searching. I had to get ready for tomorrow. I went to sleep and started to dream.

Time Skip...

One week...

I started to try talk to Andrew.
I almost put my crush's name.
I don't stutter but it felt like it.
I see him in the hallways and when I try to get to Julie.
Can't wait for anything.

8th Period...
Hallway...

I slowly walked towards my 8th period, science, I hate going in there.
It feel so slow and sometime I don't get to talk to Dani in the hallway.

I saw him walking towards my direction. He almost got to his class, but saw me and did a U- turn .
When we both talk it makes me feel awkward. We talk about almost the same thing. It's just awkward knowing he has or maybe not a girlfriend and we're still friends.
All my recent crushes just become my enemy.

9th period

P.E...

To be continued...

~Mel 💔