P.EI had an amazing feeling inside me.
I was sitting on the bleachers waiting for our coach.
I walked towards another group of friends or kinda,
until I heard someone say a familiar
name. I walk towards my friend that was with them and ask about it. And yes, i pulled her towards a corner to talk privately."Oh, that's his girlFriend. Why? Something wrong?"
My heart shattered. Girlfriend, why that word?
"Oh, no, nothing is wrong."
I felt tears on my eyes. I left them and hed to Kate.
She saw me and hugged me. Here is the thing that got me furious. He is a 7th GRADER and she's a 8TH GRADER.
"He-e lied t-to m-me or didn't? I don't know any more." When i was just fine with her and been more calm, i guess the devil heard me. He sent his girlfriend and another guy towards us. I looked at at her for a second. She had no acne, curly hair, and many use to and want to date her.
She had more friends than me.
Still, i can't judge a book by its cover.
I smiled and hid my tears.
I couldn't look at her.All the whole period was a horrible mess.
At home... After school...
I just couldn't believe it. I went straight to my room and put my music as loud as I could.
Time Skip== March 2019...
New years had past and my sadness has weakened. While, happiness is being given.
In the whole months that passed...
I've been hanging out with Noah in a 7th period. Many girls in the classroom shipped us together and it would annoy me so much.
One time during it, it was so cold for my hands that he gave me his mitten. It was actually really warm.
The girls saw it and start to 'awe'.
Later on I gave up and didn't care.
We would pass notes without getting caught.Present time... Lunch...
I sat next to Dani today for lunch. As you would know, Andrew has Band. They didn't let any of the students go and practice so they had to stay. I was actually excited about it but not really alot...
1 week ago...
Many of my friends knew that i wrote poems. So I wrote a poem to Andrew.
I was going to confess that I liked him by writing it. Many of my friends said to do it and it was good. I was more motivated but was happy that Noah helped me. He said to ask him out also but I said I rather not.7th period bell rang and i gave him the poem. It was going to be definitely weird. Dani asked him about it and he said that he was taken and he said i could be his girl best friend if i want to and i said no. I was already someone else girl best friend. Now to the present shall we?
Present lunch...
I. Hate. Myself...
He was sitting in front of me.
Hello. I'm sorry I haven't done anything to this story. I will.
Still be here.
See ya
~ Mel💔
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lifes a Big mess
Randomwake up go to school get good grades see your crush write your poems go home eat, bath, sleep repeat. nothing will ever happen. not until that day... -may be based on my life( a little)