wake up go to school
get good grades
see your crush
write your poems
go home
eat, bath, sleep repeat.
nothing will ever happen.
not until that day...
-may be based on my life( a little)
At night when the stars light up my room I sit by myself...
I had him next period. I walk quickly to my next class. I always went upstairs with one of my friends, Christopher. I felt bad not going with him. And I still regret it. I walked in. I sat down in my seat. I hang out with him and a group. Their names are Jason, Julie, Ceasar, and Ciro.
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Key: Andrew is orange Jason is yellow Caesar is green Gray is Julie Red is Ciro And I'm the blue The big black part is the front of the class.
I tried to avoid him and Jason. I just kept on talking to Julie. But I knew it was wrong. I felt more guilty than ever. I took out my phone. Since it was the last day, we got to use it. I didn't have his phone number but I didn't have paper either. We had to leave our stuff at home. I went to my note app and typed...
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Of course, that's a lie. He looked frozen for a while. He had his hands on my phone just starring on top of the desk. I couldn't bear to see him. I felt tears would come out. He gave me back my phone. I kept on talking to Julie. Just putting my mind in a blank.
Ding ding ding...
The bell rang. We headed back to our homeroom, first period. I still felt miserable. But I was glad I was with many people who made me smile. I told one of my friends, Samantha, if she wanted to take a picture with some teachers. We went to a science teacher. After his class, English. I felt awful. We saw inside, I saw him sweeping. I got confused. Everyone was having fun, but he was sweeping? He went near the door and said, "Welcome to Chilis." I cracked a small smile. His teacher came and took the photos. We went back to our class. I asked her, "Did you hear the boy who said 'welcome to chilis'?" "Yeah." "Well he's my- well was my crush." "Oh.," she said so plainly. Of course, she wouldn't care. The rest of the party took my mind off of him. It about to be 2:45 and we did a count down. 10… 9… 8… 7… 6… 5… 4… 3… 2… 1…
Summer!!!!
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Which brings me here. Back to school... Yeah, it ain't fun but it's better than being stuck at home doing NOTHING! Let's get back to the story. I went downstairs to brush my teeth I always eat at school. Well used to. I waited for my mom to get downstairs. She isn't a drunk mom. Which is really great. She came downstairs and got my hairbrush. "Ready?" "I wish..."
………… Time Skip to school ……….
I entered the building. Oh God, I shouldn't have come... All three grades had to wait in the cafeteria. I didn't see any of my friends, so I sat on a random table. It was so awkward for me...
First period...
Well, now I'm in my first class. This is going to be shitty...
This really makes me realize so much what happened. Yet I feel so comfortable ~Mel♥
