Behind My Smile 2 (COMPLETED)

Can You Stay Please ?

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Reece 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩
"No stop get off of me get off please just stop" I start crying and screaming trying to push Ebony's brother off but it's not working "STOP IT HURTS PLEASE STOP STOOOOP"

I jump up to my phone ringing with sweat pouring down my face , I get up and head into the bathroom than answer my phone.
Me: h hello
Briasia : Happy birthday babes
Me: Tha thank you Bae
Briasia: what's wrong Reece?
Me: umm nothing , I I'll call you back ...
Briasia: I'm at your door though
Me: ohh shiiit ok I'm coming.

Walking out of the bathroom to open the door I notice that I must of cut myself last night , but I don't remember. "Heyy boo!" Briasia comes in "ima go take a shower and umm I'll be right back , umm help yourself to whatever...." I walk off to the shower , cut the water on , test it with my hand than strip of my sweaty clothes and get in. I start washing up with my cocoa butter vanilla bean scrub , I wash my dreads with Jamaican mango and castor oil dreadwash , Once I'm done getting clean I cut the water off and step out of the shower.

(58 minutes later)
"Reece are you okay?" Briasia asks "ye yeah I'm good" I come out the bathroom fully dressed and than I sit on the couch "if something is wrong you can tell me" "It's nothing Bri" I lie "I know you" she says causing me to get angry "YEAH AND SO DOES SO MANY OTHER MUFUCKAS BUT GUESS WHAAAAT NOBODY COMES AND CHECKS ON ME OR ASK IF I NEED ANYTHING OR ASK IF I WANT ANYTHING ! NOONE CALLS ME UP EVERYDAY BUT OHH REECE WILL BE FINE!" I say in a dramatic loud tone "Reece I do call you and you don't answer , Lee just moved and is busy with life but I still make time for you, plus you're an adult if you need help you know where to go" Briasia says "Whatever man can you leave?" I ask "If that's what you want!" Briasia gets up and heads for the door , I start crying .... I just wish I could tell her everything and I mean everything , how I cry every night , how I cut , how I can't sleep at night , my body has to fall asleep and every time it does I have nightmares I scratch at my skin , I wear my body down I can't do anything anymore . I've been in this house so long I don't even know what outside feels like anymore, I have no one on top it all. *phone rings ....*
Me: Whaddup
Lee: you crying ?
Me: no no I'm good
Lee: hmm anyways happy birthday bro you gettin old
Me: haha thank you Lee
Lee: Well ima send you a lil gift have a good day
Me: thanks...
once the phone hangs up Briasia looks at me "You need help!" She points to my arm "No I don't!" I say "Okay Reece well in my eyes you need help but I'm going to go since you don't want me here and umm enjoy your day call me if anythi..." I cut her off "Can you stay please?..."I cry

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