I will transmit to you my feelings, my thoughts, my fears, my worries, my dreams, my love; How I loved him and still love him through my thoughts. I hope that one day he will understand why everything changes suddenly. Why am I no longer by his side...
We kept talking after our first date. He kept telling me how much I mean to him and that he loves me. For my part, I had no feelings of love, only friendship. Ok so, the 'New York' part is very important to me. I had a trip with my highschool to this beautiful city. It was November, holiday season was approaching. I swear there is something in this city that makes sleep useless... Even though I was busy visiting the city and spending time with my friends, I never stopped talking to him. When I did not have Wi-Fi during the day, I missed him. Arrived to the Hotel, he was my first thought.
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That's when I felt something for him. When he said 'I love you', I felt what we call 'butterflies'. I was scared and happy at the same time. I am not the kind of girl who trusts people directly and believes in everything they say. But for him, it was different... I was sure that what he felt for me was true. The way he spoke to me, how he made me feel like a princess, as someone important, made me fall in love. I questioned myself 'is there anyone who can really love me like that?' It's not a lack of self-confidence, but I did not know that one day you could be the ''ALL'' to someone and be loved in such a beautiful and strong way. To have someone who can protect you, who understand you and complete you. A person who becomes the source of your life, which you cannot live without.
