I spent the night with 4 boys. It wasn't the best arrangement but I didn't care. I slept in Yeonjun's bed. The smell of his bed reminded me of him so you can imagine I didn't have a good night sleep.
I was the first one to wake up. I got up and got ready. I decided to wake the boys up.
I waited for them in the van. I was alone so I decided to give Jimin a call.
"Hi" I said
"Hey Y/N. Why are you up so early? It's 6am" he asked
"It's about Yeonjun and Jungkook" I said
"Oh no! What did that pabo do? I swear if Jungkook touched you or Yeonjun I'm going to kill him" he said
"Well better get ready to kill someone. He severely injured Yeonjun. I'm scared Jimin" I said bursting into tears
"Y/N don't be scared. Everything will be okay. I promise"
"Thanks Jimin. Anyways I better go. I'm going to visit Yeonjun in the hospital"
As I hung up the phone the other members got in the van. We drove to the hospital. I was nervous to see what condition Yeonjun was in. We arrived at the hospital. We all stepped in.
I went to the front desk to ask if we were aloud to go see Yeonjun while the others stood behind me. The lady said we were aloud and she asked someone to bring us to his room. She led us into a hallway full of patient rooms. We walked for a little until we reached Yeonjun's room. The lady opened and told us only two people at a time. Soobin and I went in first. He was half asleep. He was awake but barely. I went to hug him.
"Hi" I said
"Hello Y/N. Hi Soobin" he said
"Hello hyung" Soobin said
"How are you feeling?" I asked
"My face really hurts and I have so many cuts and scratches everywhere. So I'm not feeling very well" he said almost screaming
Soobin stepped out. He probably assumed this wasn't going to end well.
"What's up with you Yeonjun?" I asked him
"Nothing. I like that you're safe and you didn't get hurt but Y/N did you see me. I got beaten up by your psychotic ex boyfriend and I almost didn't make it. If I have to live I fear of Jungkook hyung I don't think I can be with you"
"Yeonjun please. You can file a restraining order or I can talk to Jimin. I can do something to make this work" I said tears coming down my face
"Y/N it's not that simple. This happened and do you really think for a second that BigHit would let me file a restraining order against another BigHit idol. And what is Jimin going to do about it, tell Jungkook to stop. Is that really going to work? I can't do this. I'm risking my life so that I can be happy with you. I love you Y/N. But I can't"
"Yeonjun please. Please don't do this. I love you and I want to be with you. Please" I said whining like a baby
"Leave" I said
I exited the room still crying. When I came out all the members hugged me. They must have heard what was going on. Or maybe it's because I'm crying. Either way they felt bad for me.
"We're so sorry Y/N. Maybe you guys will figure out how to make it work" Soobin said still hugging me
"I don't think so but thanks anyway. I'm leaving now so two of you can go in to see him." I told them
"Y/N you're not here alone. I'll call Jimin to come pick you up" Soobin said still being a sweetheart
I waited in the lobby waiting for Jimin. I was looking out the window when I seen a smol Jimin heading towards the door. He came inside and ran towards me to give me a hug.
"Y/N it's going to be okay"
"No it's not. Jungkook is ruining my life. I just want this to stop. I want my life to stop" I said still crying
"Don't say that. If you killed yourself I don't know what I'd do. Y/N you're my sister and I love you. I need you in my life. If you weren't there I'd be lonely and empty so please don't say that" he said
"I love you too Jimin"
"Okay let's go home now. Maybe you can fix things with a Yeonjun when he's in a better state. He's probably not in the best state of mind. It's better if you let him think about stuff for a few days" he told me
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Saturday, March 23rd 2019
