Everything's not okay (Shane Dawson fanfic : sequel)

I WHAT NOW?

Hayleys POV

Shane pulls me into his chest and I just cry and cry into his shirt. I've been ignoring this lump in my throat for weeks and now I've finally let it all out. You'd think it would go away after this but it just feels as if it has grown bigger. I know I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weaker days. I'm stronger now... or so I say. Truth is I've never felt so low and admitting it has just made me feel worse. Now Shane thinks I'm some pathetic person he's stuck with.

The more I convince myself I'm happy the worse I feel, I don't want to force Shane into acting happy. He could do so much better.

Shane: "I love you. I mean it okay, I know you and I know what you're thinking. I love you more than anything in this world and without you I don't know where I would be or if I would even be here at all. I love you okay and nothing in this world, not even shoey will change that" he chuckles

Hayley: "I love you too Shane, it's just sometimes I feel you could do so much b..."

Shane: "don't even say it! I know they say no one is perfect but I swear you're perfect for me!" he says kissing my hair.

I sat up to look him in the eyes and kissed him, the kiss became heated and I ended up sat on top of him. In that moment I was happy, truly happy. But something was missing, I don't know what it is but until I work it out i know I can't be happy. There is a place in my heart that just isn't being filled.

AN

Hmm, what could it be ;) you'll find out soon but leave your guesses in the comments and if you're right maybe you'll get a small part in a chapter :) Thanks for reading and goodbye Internet.