Happy...

i'm not so sure anymore

Sunday 9:15 A.M.

Wonho's POV

    i love the smell of snow this time around, i love the way the birds fly around and poop at people when they feel the need to do so, i love it when we walk together and changky holds my hand, he warms me up every time i make contact with him, i wish we were still in bed doing naughty things, but its ok, Chick fil-A is also romantic in my opinion

we get there and we are greeted by a dog, its a cute dog, reminds me of a duck, i don't know why but meh, i have a weird personality.... i giggle as i see changkyun petting the cute dogg-o on it's head, i would love to give him a dog, but his birthday is still on january, and it's just the beginning december so i think it's ok to be lazy for a while....

Convo:

changkyun: babe, he is so cute, or is it a she?

wonho: cute babe but i think it's a he

changkyun: ok, so let's get to eating, im starving

wonho: *giggles a bit and they say goodbye to the dog and we step inside chick fil-A*

   he tells me to go find a seat while he orders food, so i do so and i find the perfect spot near the window, just the right amount of light, just the right amount of people, and finally just the right amount of lighting just so that when i stare at changky, he would look so dreamy and cute.

9:18 A.M.

he is still ordering, and the feeling i got last night was back again, i feel so good but something just feels wrong.... "we love each other right?" i ask myself in confusion "i love him so freakin much" "but what's wrong with me? am i still happy being together with him?"

"does he still love me?"

...."i'm not so sure anymore"....