Happy...

goodbye...

sunday 7:30 P.M.

changkyun's POV

     we head back to the appartment walking silently, not even whispers could be heard from us nor the gentle movements of our lips, it was just awkward and sad for some reason, but i man up and look at him, he looked back at me but my courage came from a 100 to a 0 real quick, so i tilted my head back down again.

     8:05 P.M.

     we are so close to my appartment, but before we enter the block, i regained my courage and i grab him without warning, into the private garden we go, under the bright fairy lights wrapped around the trees, the ambiance of the night, the gentle dances of the leaves, and lastly...the man i love is infront of me, staring at me with confusion, i huddle up to him, and then for a split second, my lips felt his warm lips as i begin to close my eyes...

      i can't tell if he closed his eyes too but i didn't care because i was too caught up in the moment, so i kissed him more passionately, my tongue into his... a moment came where i tilted my head to the right and he tilted his to the left, we didn't care who was watching cause we were in a private place...

     he wraps his hands around my shoulder, and i wrap my arms around his waist, we stop kissing and we stared at each other's eyes for what seemed like a romantic millenia, then i make another move, i try to step back, hoping that he would get the idea that i wanted him to slowly dance with me through the night...

8:41 P.M.

       we head back up the apartment, holding hands interrwining each finger with his, while our arms create friction together while they swing... i say in my mind "why does it even have to be this way..."

8:46 P.M.

i go to the bedroom while wonho goes to the bathroom... i lay on the bed and exhale the cold air that was stuck in my lungs. i spread my arms till i cover majority of the bed and i blink once, then twice, and on the third time...i hear the bathroom door creak silently...then i closed my eyes and tried to nap.

i felt a warm presence in front of me, i opened my eyes slowly, and i saw wonho, on top of me,staring seductively but it feels as if the aura he is putting off is somewhat sad...

conversation:

wonho: *a tear falls of his eyes* i'm going to miss you changkyun, i will wait for you okay...

changkyun:
i will miss you too baby, i love you

wonho: me too changky...

changkyun: i'm going to call your friend lisa to take care of you while i'm gone ok?

wonho: are you sure? she has been dancing pretty hard lately, i think she might not have time to sulk in loneliness with me...

changkyun: nonsense, she is your best friend and i already talked to her and she has already cleared her schedule for the rest of the week just to take care of you ok? i love you that's why i worry...

wonho: thank you changky...i love you so much

wonho: so is this goodbye?

changkyun: it is..."goodbye"