Dear no one

I stand imperfect for you to heal, 

for until you come I await by myself.

Letting the veil of warmth I feel, 

shadow me by the light of your self.

Times are changing,

and my thoughts are flying.

But the world is still encaging,

for I know they are lying.

I don't want the false,

for I know my faults.

All I want is the truth,

for I know your words would soothe.

Strangling, our bond might be,

but I know we would try.

Since the universe shifted for you and me,

and no longer would we need to cry.

At moments I think I need no one,

I do my best to love myself unconditionally.

However fate has my plans undone,

for dear no one I am yours to love unintentionally.

I don't want to hear the screams of the cruel,

but sometimes I miss you.

And no I can't be a fool

As you should know, I envy the other crew.

Those who giggle so freely and shine like a star

in the arms of their man, their mate.

Those are the ones I envy from far,

and sometimes I tend to hate.

So know this how imperfect I am,

as I await your arrival in my life dear no one.

And no this is not some dooming scam,

just the inevitable we mustn't outrun, couldn't outrun. 

Now that you know why I write this letter, accept my love for you even though we are worlds apart, just waiting for our lives to intertwine... I have wondered many a days why I find none I feel the click with, but like I said, fate doesn't let me have that claim, for my life awaits your arrival. 

I know not what love is, but if we could smile even through the pain, then that would be what I shall name love. And for me... each day would be a perfect date, for you and me are one, just waiting to meet and share the bliss.