The next day, yuri woked up with red puffy eyes and dried tears on her cheeks, even some of her hair was sticking on the dried tears. She somehow felt disgusted, thinking she might looked like a real life zombie.
It was sunday yet it felt like it was already monday.
She slowly got up from bed and put on her pair of bunny slippers as she goes inside the bathroom.
She looked at the mirror and smiled after remembering what hyewon once said when they were at a coffee shop near the house.
"Smile in the mirror. Do that every morning and you’ll start to see a big difference in your life." hyewon said with a small smile formed in her lips.
Yuri smiled at the mirror, smile at it and it smiles back at you.
After cleaning up abit, she walked out and sat at the edge of the bed. Everything that happened lastnight flashed through her mind as she lets out a heavy sigh.
Maybe everyone was right. She can't lock herself up in her room and be depressed for life, she needs to move on.
~ ♡ ~
"hey eunbi unnie," yuri called her, the older turned her head away from her phone and looked at yuri. "what?"
"can i perhaps, talk to you?"
"sure! I'm always here to talk with everyone."
Yuri really wanted to talk with hyewon because of her soothing and understanding words coming out of her mouth but then, eunbi is the leader who knows everything and can also understand her members pretty well so she picked eunbi instead. uri leader eunbi.
"let's talk but can we also have a stroll in the park?" eunbi nodded her head and putted her phone away as she got alittle ready to go out.
. . .
"So what exactly did you want to talk about?" yuri softly kicked the pebbles making it crash to the small lake in the park, "i was thinking of finally moving on..." eunbi got alittle brighten' when she heard that, "i guess you guys were right."
Eunbi hugged her and rubbed soothing circles against the youngers back, "just remember if you ever need help, we're always here."
Those words made yuri think that she doesn't deserve friends like the girls. For almost a year, she has treated everyone cold and ignored them. She have never wondered how worried everyone was when she became like this. How could they possibly take that?
Honestly, she thought that after treating them like that, they would leave her. Leave her like all her love one's does, but no they didn't. They chose to stay and that made yuri cry.
Yuri's eyes blurred with tears, eunbi frowned upon this. Yuri was crying again and she didn't like that. "shhh, don't cry,"
Eunbi letted the younger cry against her shoulder, yuri was crying her eyes out meaning that she's letting out all the emotion that is still inside her.
[...]
i should be having a break
until i graduate from school
(we goin' to highschool hoes)
but i thought i published this
chapter? lmao, y'all i'm sorry.
see you all in the next update :)
