Fell in love with the unlovable

Chapter 4

I wake up to the sound of my alarm ringing, 7 am. I knew what i just felt was a dream because my hair isnt pink anymore. I dyed my hair blue, Like a dark blue, im aware it is going to fade into a green color but its cool. I get up, i wrap a towel around myself and walk to the bathroom. i get into the shower and turn the water on warm. Being part wolf the cold doesnt bother me as much as others, but as im half human too i need heat. so warm is good enough for me. I let the water run down my body for a while, then i wash my hair thoroughly, before i hear my alarm. 7:30. time to get ready. I switch the water off and wrap the towel around me again. Leaving the bathroom i brush my teeth on the way out, and comb my hair. (hair below)

in my bedroom i comb my hair a bit more, as i begin to dry it, Drying it straught so it helps me curl it better, Once my hair s dry and styled, i get up and walk into my closet picking out a cute outfit for the day. i put a pair of heels on, My favourite pair of black wedges with buckle. (outfit above)(shoes below) My outfit consisted off a pink oversized jumper, black leggings, a white scalf Including to this i add a small brown bag for a cutesy effect and to give the effect that i put time into my outfit. 

i go downstairs and by this time its 8:20 am, I grab a slice of toast and butter it up, i grab my car keys from the side and i get into the car. Driving off i head to school, On the way my phone buzzes and i pick up "hello?" Its wayatt, Hes like my best friend "Hey Roseeeeeeeee," i know what hes going to say by the way he said my name "yeah im on my way, want a mcdonalds?" i ask him laughing, I hear him laugh and then he ends up. That is a yes, I stop off at mcdonalds and i get us both some food. i order a Bacon Sandwich for me, and a coke, and for Wayatt i order a double bacon and egg mcmuffin and a mango smoothie. I order us the usual, stopping at dunkin donuts and getting wayatt his usual chocolate double glazed donut, before i pick him up from his house. As i pull in the street i see wayatt stood outside his house with his bags "You staying for a week?" i ask him laughing. "So what happened this time?" i question looking at him, he shakes his head and smiled "Got caught having your weed in my house. so i got kicked out" he smirked, MY WEED? urm excuse me, just because i bought it for him doesnt mean its mine. 

"My weed?" i laugh jokingly. "Our weed" he corrected himself, i just glared and he laughed, we reached the school and parked the car "see you Lunch? Usual?" He nodded and walked off. I had Gym this morning SO clearly im not gonna turn up, get the sick card go to medical room, and skip that class. Wayatt has gone to class, and im left to my own devices, I finish my mcdonalds and go to our usual spot behind the bleachers, and i wait out Gym class listening to music, drinking the alcohol i had in my flask. *BRRRING* Finally the bell, thats me to my next class. What do i have next? Art. Thats fun, as i can actually draw. I put my flask away and walk to class. Not as easy as that tho is it. It would be me to bump into Amanda Hinks. Head cheerleader, Top Bitch, Queen Bee of the school. Mrs Perfect, "what can i do for you?" I question, im aware bumping into her wasnt by accident, "where were you this morning? i know ou were in i saw your shit excuse of a car" she laughs. "oh im sorry that my 'daddy' doesnt buy me the world Amanda, Im sorry my 'mummy' didnt marry some rich man whos willing to spoil your rotten ass" i walk away from her knowing i hit a sore spot for her. 

A fun fact, Me and Amanda were good friends in freshman year, we told each other everything so i know how to hurt her. Fun fact, the friendship ended over a boy, a certain boy called Miles Handerson. Top Jock at school, Popular boy, King of the school. Everyones crush. Miles has eyes for Amanda and Amanda has eyes for Miles. But Miles himself was in our little friendcircle in freshman year. Amanda and I loved him, but once we finished freshman year we fought and he chose Amanda. It ruined the friendship. since then shes been trying so hard to hurt me when everytime ill just bite back harder. 

As i enter class i walk to my station and set up my items. And i begin to draw. before i paint i tie my hair up into a messy bun so that it doesnt get into my way. I paint, Art is a stress relief and an antidepressent for me, so it helps alot as i can draw my emotions. 

*BRRRING* Lunch. Finally, been waiting all day for this. But clearly life as an outcast isnt as easy as you would have thought. "whats up dog" i hear from he lockers beside me. I roll my eyes and turn around "Miles?" i question him. Dog. youll be thinking they know my secret right. Wrong, Dog is my name here because i was caught growling at someone at a party a few years back, But that was as i was finally getting in touch with my wolf side. i couldnt control it and i growled, since then i get called Dog. "Heard you upset Amanda?" he asked me, i scoffed and walked away from him, like i care. Little did i know then, that Miles has a big part in my future, More than i would have liked.