insanely in love ☠ kryozgaming

4 | past memories

john took off my restraints and let me put on the hoodie. all i had earlier was some jeans and a normal t-shirt. the smell of john enveloped around me while i was putting on the hoodie, and honestly, i liked it. 

"done?" john asked. it was so tempting to just.. run out of that damned door. it was right there and- "y/n?" john interrupted my train of thought. "oh uh.." i trailed off. freedom was right there and i could just step out of that door and close it on him.

never have i ran away so fast to something that i used to love.

i quickly bolted to the door and swiftly wrapping my hand around the edge of the door, soon slamming it shut with all my might. i was careful to not smash my fingers against the door while i was closing it and locked it. you could lock it outside and wont be able to unlock from the inside so i had him contained for a good while.

i heard john banging on the door. "y/n!? oh you fucking- don't you dare leave this house. i can and will make this worse for you. if you leave that front door right now i will find you again and make you beg for me to capture you again." john growled.

holy fuck.

did he really just... threatened me? alright well, that was unexpected of him. but oh boo, i've got other things to do. and that's finding my shit again. i looked around the place. he locked me in some storage room im guessing, since im located right by a living room.

his TV was on, it broadcasted a video from smii7y? well i think so guessing from the voice. i haven't really done any work for him except make like one thumbnail because of john's recommendation. god i forgot how much john promoted my work when i just first started working with him. he kept saying how good i was and i should be recognized more. it really boosted up my self-esteem.

that reminds me, i wonder if artware was finished with my request. i guess ill find my phone but it has to be quick because i hear john slamming the door louder now. that thing is going to break in any moment and i wont have enough time to escape so im doing this asap.

i scanned around the room for my phone, i see john's phone and my purse but not my phone. i see stairs, which leads to the upper level. this place has upstairs, which may explain some noises ive been hearing from above me (and it may involve my name). 

i ran up the stairs as fast as i can, almost tripping in the process. i looked out and see a door already opened. i peered in and it appears to be john's room. it has a bed, a shelf full of random things, most noticably his nail polish collection and a gold youtube button.

i remember when he first announced his milestone on twitter. i was so proud of him. he contacted me on discord about where i lived so maybe we could celebrate this together since i helped him with most shit. i was hesitant at first, but i trusted him so much so i had to. we found out we actually lived in the same state and city. we also found out that we both went to the same high school together but i guess we never acknowledged each other's existences during that time.

when i met him i was in awe. he was much taller than me and now that i remember it, john's brown hair was still pretty to me back then. we both went out to a bar and had fun. i wished we both gotten closer together, but we stopped meeting up after that and only worked together online.

i heard louder banging downstairs. "Y/N I KNOW YOU ARE STILL HERE." john yelled. i have to do this quick. i went around his room and found my phone by his bedside table, charging. he probably went through it. i don't mind though, it doesn't have anything special on it anyway. he could figure out the passcode since i set it to my birth year. it gave me a warm feeling knowing that he still remembers that small detail of mine. he probably does care.

when i turned on the phone i see that he was snooping through my twitter dms. then i see the order of mine. 

"hey i finished up your drawing! i hope you like it <3. -artware"

the picture was nice. i like the art style and it looks really clean. just me and john doing a side hug. it was really cute. i saved the picture and set it as my wallpaper for my home and lock screen. 

"now just what do you think you are doing?" i heard from behind me. john was standing by the door frame with a smirk on his face.

"i.. um." i stuttered. how did he even-

john grabbed me by my waist and picked me up. no point in fighting back.

"you aren't going anywhere. and no calling either." john said and snatched the phone away from me.

im going to be here for a while.

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