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Zach's goodbye letter to Jonah

October,17th 2019
9:45pm

Dear Jonah,

If you're reading this, I'm dead. This is a simple goodbye and I'm sorry letter. I am sorry for putting you and the boys through all of the pain and suffering that y'all have been through. I'm sorry for not being enough. I'm sorry for loving you. I'm sorry for being a fuck up. I'm sorry. I wish I was as good as Daniel, or Jack or Corbyn. I wish I was perfect. I wish I made you happy. I wish I was everything you ever wanted and needed. 4 years,10 months,7 days,5 hours,45 minutes and 12 seconds. That's how long we had been together. You made me happy. That was until last year. You started staying out late, coming back with messed up hair and clothes, coming back smelling like sweat,sex and other men. I finally put it together you were cheating. You didn't kiss me the same, you hardly ever came near me. You never noticed my scars, my cuts, my bandages, my pain. You caused it. I wasn't good enough for the man I loved. I stopped eating and drinking. I started to cut more. Started to stay in my room, locked in. You never came to check on me. Jack did. He was my best friend. But you went and fucked him. I hate you. I hate me. I hate everything. What I did was for the best. I clearly was holding you back. I needed you. You needed other people. We weren't right for each other. We never were. But I was too busy thinking I was in love to realise that you didn't love me. That you stared at other guys as they walked past. Flirted with them. I let it slide. Now look at where we are. I'm dead and you're probably fucking another guy. I just wanna say I am sorry.

Love from Zach.

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A/n: so as you guys may not know, my parents hate me. And because all I have been doing is crying myself to sleep and being shouted at. I wrote my parents a letter to say sorry. They are reading it right now. I don't want to go anywhere near them. But I hope y'all are enjoying the one shots💓
Also I might make a new book! Keep tunes kids!😂
~JoJo