Ours (Todobakudeku) (Paused)

Not so secret

Izuku's POV
The next day was very tense. I didn't even want to leave my room and go to class, but I decided I didn't want to be alone so I went. I stuck to Todoroki like glue, the same with him. The whole way there we were side by side, barely any space between us. I wasn't about to leave his side, afraid of what would happen without him. When I entered class everyone fell silent. The air got heavy and the tension was thick. I went to my seat, head low, but I could feel everyone's stares burning through me. Kirishima approaches my desk a little confused and nervous, he wasn't at school yesterday. "H-hey Midoriya, what happened?" He questioned sounding cautious. "T-hey know. E-everyone" I said shaky, looking at my hands on my lap. He looked even more confused. "They know wh-" he paused in shock. I knew he figured it out, I nodded. He stood there, eyes wide, crouched down a bit to get head to head with me. "H-how do they know your secret". Not so secret anymore. You could hear how shocked he was in his voice. I closed my eyes for a moment, remembering yesterday. I opened them and lifted my head, looking at K- Bakugou. Everyone still had there eyes glued on me. They were watching cautiously like I was glass, about to shatter any second. Bakugou was looking at me as well. I saw it in his eyes, the regret and remorse. He was concerned about me, just like everyone else. Kirishima looked at Bakugou, putting two and two together. His eyes widened once again and he looked at the blonde boy with disappointment. Bakugou just bowed his head down, probably in shame. I felt bad as well. Not for Bakugou but for everyone else. I was worrying them and I didn't like it. I never liked when I made someone feel bad and looking at there faces, I ,seemingly, made them feel bad and concerned. I mustered up the best smile I could and displayed it in front of everybody in the room. That just made them seem more sorry, so I spoke up. "I-it's fine everyone, don't worry. I'm fine" I said, trying my best to sound fine, but that was harder than I thought. I sounded like I was gonna burst with my shaky voice. No one seemed to believe, but they turned back to the front of the class, seeing that I just didn't want attention. Everyone remained silent. Everyone was still and quiet, as if if they moved or spoke, everything would collapse. Everyone but Todoroki. He was looking at me with worried and knowing eyes. I know I said that I didn't want anyone feeling bad for me, but I felt better when he looked at me like that. Almost lovingly. I slightly smiled, genuinely at him. That seemed to calm his nerves a bit, as he turned around as well. I hated this. No one speaking, everyone tense, everyone seemingly stressed over the situation. I didn't deserve this, them, there concern, care, or love. I didn't speak to anyone either because it would probably just make it worse. Aizawa-sensei walked in, expecting his usual loud and crazy class. He was shocked when he walked into a quiet, seated class. He looked at everyone weird. Lida shot him a look that seemed to explain it to Aizawa, as he didn't question the situation. He started his lesson. I didn't speak up, answer a question, take notes, or mumble. I just looked like a slouched bag at my desk.
That went on until lunch time. Once the bell rang for lunch I got up and slung my bag over my shoulder. Uraraka came up to me along with Lida. They both looked at me with the same unsaid question lingering: Are you ok? No, I wasn't. But I played it off like I was. I smiled and said "let's not talk about this yeah?". They nodded in agreement. With that I went to find Todoroki. He was leaning against the doorway waiting for me. I was falling in love without even knowing. I walked up to him "Hi Todoroki-kun" I said. As much as I tried, you could tell everything through my voice. It wasn't filled with excitement or joy, just plain. I want to say that the only reason I felt ok around Todoroki was because he already knew I was an omega, but it isn't. I told Todoroki everything I was feeling and what I have been through, I feel close and comfortable with him. "Hi Midoriya" Todoroki said softly snapping the boy out of his thoughts. "Let's go" I said, but he was standing staring. "C'mon. Let's go." I say dragging him on with my voice. He just kept staring at something behind me. I didn't want to turn around, but at the same time I did. What made me turn around was when he growled. He actually growled. It is rare for Alphas to growl without a mate. Usually, when an Alpha growls it is possessive and protective, which is why they usually only growl when mated. After I heard him growl I whipped my head around and saw Bakugou approaching me. That explains it. I grabbed Todoroki and left as quick as I could.
We sat down in the lunch room, still close together. We talked as usual until a student from, I think, class B came up. He strolled around me and put his hands on my shoulder. He leaned down to my ear and whispered "An omega, wow" in fake shock. My head dropped at this. Todoroki pushed him back and shot him a death glare. The unknown boy chuckled "Whaaaat I'm just saying, an omega in the 'great" class A, surprising" the sarcasm was thick in his voice. Everyone at the table heard that and started to tell him to back off. Todoroki was gonna get up, but I held him in his seat. I shot him a glance and the boy left. I mumbled to myself "He's right, I don't belong here" but I guess everyone heard that. "Don't listen to that jackass" Todoroki said to me. Uraraka piped in "Don't think like that, he doesn't know what he is talking about" I shot her a grateful smile, in which she returned. Todoroki-kun grabbed my hand under the table and rubbed it with his thumb. I blushed a bit and smiled, looking down at our hands. My attitude dropped, however, when I saw a certain someone. Why was he walking towards our table. He stood right in front of me and looked down at me. I immediately looked down again as he just stared at me. Todoroki seemed to get closer to me. "Izuku, listen. I-I'm not very good with this kinda stuff but I'm sorry. I- I don-". I softly cut him off. "Like I said Bakugou, don't worry save yourself the trouble, It's fine." Bakugou looked at me with sadness, he glanced around the table. Everyone was looking at him. Uraraka was desperately trying to tell him that I just need space without really saying it. Bakugou finally noticed and picked up on it. He just looked back at me and nodded, walking away. I looked over Uraraka and smile once again at her. I look at Todoroki who is watching Bakugou walk away with a scowl. I nudge him a bit and he looks at me. I give him a reassuring look and looks back at the table. At some point I guess I hand let go of his hand as I was fiddling with my fingers, a nervous habit. I took a deep breath and continued. I didn't want to be awkward with everyone and I didn't want to completely close everyone off so I started a conversation. Or at least was going to until I felt a tap on my shoulder. I saw some of the people at the table tense up at who was behind me. I slowly turned around but let out my breath as I saw who it was. Dabi and Toga. Dabi leaned down and asked "Hey kid, do you know that everyone knows your an omega." I sighed once again, man word gets around fast. "Does the whole school know" I asked, slightly hopeful, looking at Toga, assuming that she's the one that would know. She was smiling as usual and nodded. I looked down "Relax, I doubt it's that bad and plus I don't think anyone wants to tease you, or has the guts to at that" Dabi mumbled the last part, I didn't really catch it all that well. "Huh?" "Nothing" He was quick to reply. He stood up straight and looked at everyone. Once they made eye contact, everyone shivered and diverted there eyes, except Todoroki who didn't even look at them. Dabi scoffed and Toga said "oh my god, we aren't gonna kill you" she giggled and her face dropped "yet". She continued smiling. That seemed to send chills down everyone's spines. "Anyway, wouldn't worry kid, I think you'll be just fine" he said, there was something he was saying that I wasn't getting. Guess I'll figure it out later.
After lunch ended, Todoroki and I were walking to the next class. I was actually smiling, not thinking of anything. That is until I heard a whisper that shot me through the heart. "Damn an omega. What is an Alpha doing hanging around that piece of trash. He shouldn't be in such a high class when he is so useless". I stopped in my tracks and my head dropped, tears filling my eyes. What that girl had said was hurtful, but a part of me took it into consideration. She was partially right, I am just an omega and I don't deserve Todoroki or Uraraka, or anybody at all. I'm just a piece of trash, I really shouldn't be in such a great class. That made me think: why? But, one mistake the girl had made, was one: She hadn't realized who she was speaking to. Second: she hadn't realized where she was. Third: she didn't know who heard. She was talking to Kirishima and Denki, she was right outside of class 1-A where almost all of the students from that class hang out before class, and a certain someone just happened to catch it as he approached. I knew someone was going to start yelling at the poor girl. But I was to busy in my thoughts to noticed. Another thing is she said that loud, almost everyone heard her. Everyone grew silent for a moment, like she was in the eye of the hurricane. Everyone was looking at her. I dropped the notebook I was holding at a certain thought. 'I am just a worthless Omega'.
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Hey guysssssss. How have you been. I am already fighting the next chapter so it should be publishes soon. Hope you enjoyed byee~ (1850 words)